squishy unhinged it's happened again. i have been infected with the disease of spring and another boy has managed to make me squishy inside. and this is how it always happens, when the prospect of a relationship sounds ridiculous because i'm moving a considerable distance away is when i always find a boy. but i don't think this one is much of anything but good stock for the imagination. i welcome feeling squishy inside instead of black and empty. but i always have this little voice in the back of my head that grumbles 'stupid boys making you act like a stupid girl' 050323 ... unhinged twitterpated my_heart_chokes_me spring_is_hear 050411 ... DammitJanet ashleys name for sam... i still don't know where she got it from... but it still reminds me of you.. 050411 what's it to you? who go blather from