besides_the_pain
skinny saw a little bunch of pinecones sleeping in the hay
a tall black tree, their father
brown, but
he appears that way
at dusk,
well it's just some people can't tell
don't know how to hold their mouths
stuck in the contrast between smiles and frowns
and the look you have when noone's looking
and your head is down,
beside the pain.
besides the pain,
there's other people's pain,
and the pain of knowing
noooone cares.

how far can you stare?
a little childs game
of perusing the heavens
seeing nothing but a mirror image
stareing back.
050309
...
Clark Nova outisde of it, tuned out of the sense of self and tuned so far out as to be almost discorporate, sitting next to it like travelers in a bus depot sharing a cigarette

it sits and grins with dilapidated teeth like a half fallen picket fence and scrabbles at every hard surface with dirty, stubby, calloused fingers and ragged, frayed nails.

it has rancid breath.
050309
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from