how_the_little_wonder_feels little wonder i believe there are approximately 3 weeks left of my existence as a highschool student. i wouldn't care much, except for the fact that after may 23 i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing. it's a strange feeling to not really have responsibilities when the summer is finished. i want to be happy. that's all i want. i'm just not sure how to get there. where to start. that feeling is coming back...and i wish that i could just bury it in the backyard next to my dogs. 020429 ... silentbob there are approximately three weeks until my college is ending. i hope to come to rochester over the summer at one point. Does this please you? 020429 ... little wonder immensely, bobby. immensely. 020429 ... silentbob elsa told me it isn't optional. That i am coming, or else death would ensue 020429 ... little wonder it's not optional. you will be here. 020430 ... little wonder I all of a sudden have this amazing urge to cry. I'm not really sad, I'm just thinking too much. About silly things, like how everything is so beautiful and not very many people see that. How I'm not terribly comfortable with the idea of someone loving me, but one of the greatest feelings in the world is loving someone else and them knowing it. How I wish I could spend my freetime with someone who will do little things with me, like collaborative art. And I wish that all of the people who truly knew and understood me weren't so far away. And even though some people's words hit me harder than they should, I still have the secret satisfaction that I am happy. 040403 what's it to you? who go blather from