impulse
mangrove
sitting
here
listening
to
one
of
my
songs
,
the
ones
that
mean
the
universe
knows
what's
going
on
,
and
wondering
where
i
need
to
go
back
to
in
order
to
figure
out
where
i've
gone
.
somewhen
along
the
way
i
gave
up
,
let
go
,
and
vanished
without
even
a
trace
.
when
that
happened
,
for
the
first
long
while
i
thought
it
was
a
good
thing
;
i
thought
it
was
an
indication
of
the
exact
opposite
-
that
i
had
found
my
way
at
last
and
that
soon
it
would
all
become
clear
.
i
would
grow
up
and
it
would
mean
something
.
i
would
look
at
myself
and
say
, "
you
are
the
person
you
want
to
be
,
because
now
it
is
over
."
but
i
maybe
forgot
that
getting
there
required
something
of
me
that
i
couldn't
give
.
so
now
i
am
the
one
who
needs
someone
,
after
i
have
given
up
on
everyone
else
.
because
of
that
,
i
started
on
the
long
road
back
.
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...
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i
miss
you
.
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