the_blades_of_a_ceiling_fan
raze
when
he
was
a
child
,
he
would
stare
at
the
ceiling
fan
and
wonder
what
might
happen
to
his
fingers
if
he
could
reach
out
and
touch
the
blades
while
they
were
in
motion
.
he
would
stand
where
he
could
feel
the
gentle
movement
of
air
kissing
his
face
, imagining
great
spinning
adventures.
whoosh
.
he
grew
older
and
taller,
until
he
found
he
could
reach
the
fan
without
much
effort
.
now
there
was
something
unnerving
in
the
emotionless
logic
of
its
movement
,
and
he
lacked
the
courage
to
touch
the
wooden
blades
for
fear
they
might
toss
him
into
some
alternate dimension
where
all
he'd
been
taught
was
impossible
and
absurd
was
no
longer
so
.
rational
thought
told
him
the
fan
didn't
have
enough
torque
to
harm
anything
in
its
path
.
the
knotted
remnants
of
his
imagination
told
him
something
different
.
he
stood
were
he
could
feel
the
movement
of
air
kissing
his
face
.
it
was
less
gentle
than
before
.
he
brought
his
hands
close
enough
to
cool
them
and
knew
he
would
die
without
ever
coming
any
closer
.
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