a_mirror_in_a_room
fyn gula "come in here," she urged him, and when he followed she asked him to bring in several friends, until they gathered around her as she stood before the mirror.

"why are you looking down?" he asked her, because she refused to gaze forward at her reflection.

"tell them to leave," she whispered.

"why?" he asked, whispering back.

"because i think i'm better looking at a mirror in a room when i'm alone. it takes a while to allow myself to love myself."
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the repeater ...
unhinged hey how you doin'?

do you think i could come up and visit for christmas? 001223
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god i can work you in but only for a short visit, though. heaven this time of year is worse than panama city during spring break. 001224
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unhinged thanks honeybuns ;) 001224
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god i'll leave you a pass at gate 122-b. (bring something to drink, if you can) 001224
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unhinged did that peppermint schnapps make you as sick as it made me? 001226
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god i still don't feel right 001226
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unhinged i thought it would have definitely gone away by now...i think there was a third party involved in this one buddy. 010108
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bloody potato chip maybe even several 010109
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unhinged WOW

you know what...i never even thought of that....

damn 010109
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god rats 010219
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unhinged thanks for the smile god

you know i needed it 010219
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florescent light I had a plant which I kept in my room, that I named Lucifer.
And I had a best friend who wouldn't enter my room because I named my plant that. 010220
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Dafremen Sam played the song with all of the energy of a berserker slashing through enemy lines. He fully intended to pound the piano to bits, but it would not cooperate. Instead it took his anger and from it came forth a touching tale of loneliness, pain and disillusionment.

Seems the piano knew Sam better than Sam did. 010220
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camille i have a mirror, yet it
recalls no reflection of me,
it has no glass
it's simply a wooden detailed frame that reminds me of who i really am
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sabbie a mirror in a darkened room
staring blindly out the opened window to the night outside
reflecting the nocturnal sky
the stars
the full moon
and wincing when its gaze falls upon
the blue warehouse across the street.

cat yowls
and banshee howls
and just another night
like any other
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devalis reflects nothing. 020809
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rabbit rivers i can watch you in the bed and you are thinking i'm getting dressed. 020922
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me i run from the reflection and run into the door 030606
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. . 050529
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jane reflecting the other wall, i
turn around (you think i'll face myself and)
instead i'm faced with the buffalo of my past and
weeds that you know
stay a while, you say i imagine
and baby comes out from the grass
you pick him up & scratch his hair soft
he blinks a couple times, you don't
look at me anymore
we turn to see the smoke on the hills
& wonder how controlled it really is
i want to see a mirror, not what i remember
jackson browne's pretender

i'm going to marry him i say
to myself in the mirror, & smile
i just wait till this room is filled
with leaves from the hole in the roof
your image ashes fallen trees
my mirror, my love
come back to this mirrored room, the moon
and me, waiting with a reflection of how
we used to feel, me, a siren
you a pirate searching
i'll sing you off course
of course
you'll drown me with sea mirrors
& gold trinkets, you shower
me with spices from the east

return to this room, this wood i have built
with my mind with flowers
in my hair
for you
you will smell baking bread
& baby will look up at you & smile
i will wear sandals over sunburnt toes
& walk down the dirt path we made here
that turns to mud when mirror rain falls down
050530
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