nirvanic_blind . hellllooooo, how are you doing? 040118 ... pd youse-um having muchas potential 040118 ... Nirvanic Blind Hey thats me!!! I'm doing okay now that my hangover wore off but i've got a swolen thumb from trying to move a couch while I was drunk last night (guess i shoulda known better). And I lost my chain somewhere along the night too. that sucks. And I finally danced. I went to the club around 11 and danced most of the night even though im sure i wasnt very good at it. it doesnt matter though, i was finally part of the life that crowded around me. maybe next time I can do it sober and when the club isn't having a black out with a thousand glow sticks. just so i can realize that i dont have to hide in the shadows to be comfortable. thanks for the shout out. 040118 ... Nirvanic Blind and how are you doing?? (guess i forgot to ask) Whats up DOAR! 040118 ... Death of a Rose just about everything dOOd (sorry for the constant dOOd thing, but i was daffinated awhile back and this is one of the side effects) it's all good. Peace 040119 ... delial every time i read "nirvanic_blind" i see "nirvanic_blend" and start thinking of psychodelic coffee...or fields of coffee beans and marijuana coexisting under a large glass dome. the joys of bad_eyesight! 040119 ... . hey, yeppers, a neato shout out for you. your blathes always make me smile. a lot of the time i feel the same way as you. glad to see you went out last night:) 040119 ... Nirvanic Blind I couldn't find the right word to blath this under, then I remembered I has my own page. How handy. So, I've been freezing my ass off all day and all last night. I didn't get more than 30 minutes sleep (I had all my clothes on including socks jeans and sweater and 2 blankets on me) and had to get up to go to work to freeze my ass off outside all day. Thats alot of hours of freezing your ass off. I had to come about half an hour early (after a 9 hour shift) and have some of mom's hot soup. I'm now ready to go to sleep a comfortable mess. There's no better rest than sleep from extremem weariness. Sometimes I can be such a titibaby. A friend at work started laughing at me when I tried to wrap my thumb in a gauze pad to cushion any contact against other objects. He asked me if I was serious and I just thought "I was until you started laughing". I'm having pains on the side of my stomach and I was almost positive that I'd be sick by the time I wake up tomorrow. But now I'm too worn out to even care. I think this was supposed to be something about how comfortable it is to be so messed up, because it makes you not care. But I'm too tired to try to find the right words for this. So, goodnight. And I hope yall can sleep as comfortable as I'm about to sleep tonight. 040119 ... whitechocolatewalrus what do you do for work? 040119 ... Nirvanic Blind I'm a salesman. Can you believe it? That's mainly how I learned to become more social. And when there's no people pulling up I run to the back and help vacuum out the cars until other costumers show up. I sell car washes. I've gotten pretty damn good too. I can be really persuasive when I'm in the right mood. 040120 ... whitechocolatewalrus yeah, that job would definitely suck when it's cold. ha, salesman, i would die before i became a salesman (or woman, whatever). i don't even like talking to people i know much less the ones don't know. 040120 ... Nirvanic Blind It sucks to be out of whiskey. It also sucks to have to wake up 4 hours from now to go to work and go straight to school after work. I can't even come home to take a shower and recollect my thoughts before going to school. I have to change in the restroom of my job and spray some cologne and an extra stick of deodorant before I get to school. I'm thinking about taking this quarter off and just taking it over next quarter. Damn it sucks to be out of whiskey. If I go to school tomorrow I'm gonna have to get someone to buy me a bottle at the liquor store. How embarrasing to wear my depression on my sleeve like that. 040209 ... doar whatever happened to the x-mas call dude? 061001 ... Doar god, I'm going back in time, and all that I miss, is still here. and they dissappear from view and thought. 070309 ... Nirvanic Blind We’re f*ck*n time travelers dOOd! Awesome! 180112 ... Doar it would be even more amazing if the flux capacitor was also a toaster... think about it.. good to hear you are skipping across the fabric of the universe NB. . 180115 what's it to you? who go blather from