i_think celestias shadow ...therefore I am but really, I'm not sure what to do. I think I'm... starting to like him, but I'm not sure. I don't really have a crush on him, I'm not really attracted to him (except sometimes, when he looks at me a certain way, and he looks pretty), but I'm more comfortable around him than I've been with pretty much any boy. I mean, I'm still afraid of what he thinks, and I'm still a little careful what I say around him, because I don't want him to think I'm a complete idiot. His opinion means SO much to me. But I'm getting more and more comfortable, more and more myself around him. Besides, we practically are the same person. We have the exact same taste in so many things, and we say each other's thoughts sometimes. It's actually rather creepy. But in a good way. I wonder how this is going to shape up. This could be very interesting. I'll be back in a month or so and post again. 031216 ... sylverquiklight You now have a precious thing that needs to carefully be cultivated and nurished, something so many people desire but never have, and so many people get handed to them on a silver platter and never appreciate. 031228 ... mon every day i think i am alive, i think every day i 040117 ... TK talkin off the top of her head Shouldn’t it be I am there for I think (?) After all if you didn’t exist how could you think? or even better yet I act there for I am After all you can exist and think all you like but is it really living? Just bc you think does it really mean your alive? But if you take action in some way then it proves your actually living and simply not existing. 040117 ... slothisily i think i think i am thinking about thinking don't think of anything but what you plan on thinking in the future thinking i think that i am a thinker of sorts i think to think that thinking can cause so much of anything and anything could be everything 040123 ... celestias shadow i think i'm going to stalk whitechocolatewalrus for a while on blather. this is just an advance warning. :) 040203 ... whitechocolatewalrus gah! i don't like celery... :)hi celestias 040210 ... sahba i ought to get a freakin brain sane that is sane 040211 ...   it's one of those things i should stop doing based on the amount of trouble it gets me 040211 ... sdkjskj@skjdks.com ertuegj 040826 ... eclipse I think I might actually hate you. 041029 ... mourninglight I think you should check your premise 041101 ... kyree I think that if your once uttered day dream faded for you. And became a long gone and forgotten thing. That I'm still going to hold onto that/those thoughts. Because for me. I need something to work towards. And that works real well for me. It's something worth hoping for, dreaming of. I think it's my dream too. 050704 ... stork daddy if i told you all about it, i'd jinx it. but you can read it when i'm done if it isn't horrible. 061003 ... bricks and i think, and i think, and i think. There is a constant voice in my head sort of narrating my life. It just sort appeared gradually and now its here to stay. It make it hard to enjoy most things with its incessent nagging. Thinking sucks. 061003 ... stork daddy i've given up on outsmarting my problems. maybe outdumbing them will work. 080318 ... Lemon_Soda Its worked for me. 080319 ... blown cherry it's late on a Friday night and though I've had nothing to drink I probably should have checked the gmail goggles before blathering 081010 ... LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110 ... ungreat I think you'd look really good with your shirt off in a pair of old faded blue plaid jamma bottoms with your pelvis leaning against the stove of your apartment or house. looking at me hold the handle of a skillet as if about to make breakfast you'd look amazing. You'd have abs that aren't too dominate and nice smooth solid lats, and you'd have that body that says I don't working out i just wake up this way. I think about the look on your face when I end it a few months after I get the grade I wanted. The hurt puppy dog look because you fell in too deep and forgot that I just wanted an A. I'd give you a silver metal and never mention it to any one until i was very old and had outlived my husband. Then I would tell my grandbabies what I did for some death bead absolution. Then i snap back into reality and realize that this will never happen because you'll never take your shirt off and you'll never make me breakfast, and i'll never be unloyal to my boyfriend. or so I think. 090206 ... squishyfish squishyfish 101107 ... fghio fghio 101114 what's it to you? who go blather from