excuses unhinged 'are you ok?' 'yeah. i'm fine.' no. i'm not ok. and the more people ask me if i'm ok the more i want to become a recluse. if i wanted to talk about it i would. i'm coming up with any excuse lately to answer the question 'are you ok' because i don't even know all of the real answer. 010925 ... kill rhythm I love the excuses They just soothe my pain. "You’re too pretty for me" I don’t want to hear it ever again. I’m sorry I’m not popular, Or thin, or nice, or pretty, But I am who I am, I wouldn’t change that for money. Please just accept me, Don’t make me work to please you. It’s too much to add to what I’m already going through. I know most have it worse than I do, And it’s really not all that bad. But still, it’s really, really hard, So please just understand 020318 ... yummychuckle get off the computer, i like having the phonelines clear whenever you are online (when I'm online? thats a different story). since you are now free, go clean up the house--just to help out, you know you could help out around here, just pick up your mess [i have no mess out here. look around.]. well, you know, i'm busy (drinking beer in the...garage...and smoking) and you could just clean up the house. you know what? I'm not giving you a ride to Eve's on saturday unless you clean the house. you could just help out. [fine, god. I JUST got online after cleaning my room and the bathroom. I think I should be able to rest for a little while. and thats kinda mean, I'm the only one able to hang out with eve on her borthday.] thats not my problem. c'mon, you're on vacation! can't you clean up and helpout a little? [i'm on v a c a t i o n. this is why I try to stay in my room or out of the hosue all the time. absolutely none of this is my mess] im done. I have to go help out a litt.e i'm just bitter because I have a house to clean up and a computer to play on and food to eat and a life full of opportunities to live, thats all. Just whining because I have to lift a few fingers. 020328 ... morphine. ive got so many, but i dont claim them to be legitimate there are so many problems. i know so little. i cant get away from my wants because its just the way i am. mybodyisdrawntoit 021212 ... littel_elf we all have them. excuses, that is. if you're lucky you don't give in to them. but then you'd be inhuman. 030129 ... Eowithien Everything I say to you, you say its just an excuse. I hate excuses. They're only lies trying to be kind, but its not possible. And all I can say in return is to desperately try and convince you its a reason. 040303 ... once again There might not be excuses for everyone, but we've all got our reasons. 050117 ... Syrope i hope it was worth it 050726 what's it to you? who go blather from