be_here_now Piso Mojado remember 030520 ... girl_jane why can't you... 030521 ... Piso Mojado as tarin always wrote- three times redundant. 030529 ... Piso Mojado remember, i am/this reality is ego light_dressed_up_as_matter 040514 ... Piso Mojado damn less ego, more light_dressed_up_as_matter 040514 ... minnesota_chris I saw this on recent, clicked it, and had the thought "Oh, this would be the sort of place Piso Mojado would write..." and here you are. 040515 ... Piso Mojado :) 040515 ... misstree try all you can do 050618 ... . . 050816 ... pete "talking like its a reflex" 050816 ... REAListic optimIST filled with unbearable compassion 050817 ... captian link here_be_now 050817 ... megan it's the end of summer i have pushed this time as far away from my conscious mind that it could go. i didn't even let myself think about what it would be like to say goodbye to those people who have molded me into who i am rach miguel so far i'm so proud of them both. they represent the strength and independence i could only dream of having. to be able to decide to go to another state, without anyone you know being there, and to go to these schools with dreams that are just huge it boggles my mind when rachel pulled away this morning, i was ok. my lip quivered a little though. i started to drive home, bleary eyed and sleepy still it was foggy out just dreary i couldn't go home, i just wanted to be alone in the quiet i didn't even make it to the parking lot before i just started letting loose. it was as if something within me had just snapped. i couldn't stop crying. what will i do without my rachel? what will i do without someone just down the street that knows how to make me laugh and when to laugh when i'm not even that funny? what about someone to listen to me complain endlessly about my made up problems? what about someone to hold me when everything just seems to go to shit around? rachel i don't even know if you come here anymore, but if you do, i want you to know that i love you very much. even though i haven't showed it at all times, and even though i know there's been countless times i've taken advantage of the friendship you've offered me endlessly over the years, you have been my strength and my rock. god, our cell phone bills are gonna be huge and miguel miguel my swimmer twin, my motherboard, another best friend that i might have taken for granted too much you're going to cornell! the one out of us all that could give the cold shoulder to ohio state and jump with both feet into something entirely different. i wish i had the words to say to you as to how much you mean to me. there have been so many times that you just snap me back into reality or that you make me laugh so hard i pee myself (only a little lol) i love you to pieces as well i never thought this day would come where i would give you just one more hug to last me until thanksgiving thanksgiving! that's entirely too long i just feel like sides of my life are being ripped from me. and it doesn't seem quite real yet i miss you guys already 050817 ... Piso Mojado all your acts will be consecrated 051111 ... Piso Mojado and you realize that every moment you are a full statement of your being 051111 ... jane i like the book - half white, half brown, pictures & designs everywhere - mentions of psilocybin & the neurological effects. actually i could never finish it because i was pretty overwhelmed by the brown paper 051111 ... hsg1437 one, one, all is one, all is one. light, light, all is light, all is light. chop_wood_carry_water what a marvelous thing. 061229 ... stephshine did that all january. lost its marvel right quick. maybe i'll sift sand. 070218 ... Lady Lightness conscious_breathing 070529 ... unhinged all of you i wish you could 070529 ... jane i blew a kiss towards you 080706 ... twenty-two Okay, the universe has spoken. I'll try. 081112 ... In_Bloom Bugs Bunny Bugs Bunny Are you there? *over* 081112 ... Ouroboros create and maintain equilibrium with paradox 081112 ... Ouroboros running_into_myself 081112 ... sameolme Sign pointing to the restroom: Pee here now 081113 ... Ouroboros and now and now and now and 081127 ... 6sy one, one, all is one, all is one love, love, all is love, all is love. 081128 ... hsg you_forever 13 37 081128 ... hsg the less_than sign didn't work :-( ___________________ you_forever 1 less_than 3 37 081128 ... Nandita Why couldn't my life be simple and complicated in the ways other people's seem to be? Why can't I marry the one I love? There's nothing standing in my way and yet, everything. 081129 ... unhinged it seems lame after all this time of barely any contact, but i still wish for you. still dream about how my life would be different if you were here, right now. ( the newest ray_lamontagne is playing on the stereo of the coffeshop i'm in; something about his voice makes me sad, makes me miss you) 081129 what's it to you? who go blather from