light_dressed_up_as_matter kingsuperspecial I had a rough night last night. It started with some spicy Thai food, and a bit of a row with the wifey. she's a cruel mistress, but I am her slave. then, I watched six installments of my current fave anime (cowboy bebop) and drank perhaps a bit more Wild Turkey than I should have. itchy for some stimulation, I staggered off to a local cocktail lounge, where I enjoyed some Chivas with Ice. I was careful to washed this down with a few PBRs and some airline peanuts I found in my pocket. I pondered my wretched loneliness while taking careful inventory of the college girl booty that was in bountiful supply. moments like this must be savored, and I concentrated on my singular unattractive glory. when the alcohol and self loathing reached a frenzied pitch, found myself standing near the jukebox with a $20 bill in my hand. I put $20 in the jukebox and played Velvet Underground's "Sweet Jane" 103 times. admittedly, I only made it through the first six plays before sulking home and falling asleep on the living room carpet, which desperately needs a vacuum, I might add. this morning, while having a shower, I mulled over some quantum physics. Through the water, steam, lemongrass oatmeal soap, and a pounding headache, I suddenly had a revelation. I am nothing but light dressed up as matter. . 010714 ... yummychuckle hmm i want some lemongrass oatmeal soap. and some college GUY booty. although i guess i wouldnt say no to college girl booty depending on the girl... ANYWAY..... 010714 ... Casey I want some frickin movie popcorn that doesn't taste like dirty gym socks that someone spit on 010714 ... kingsuperspecial make that $7 worth of gym socks, with a drizzle of butter-esk synthetic artery hardener. 010714 ... florescent light I told you not to eat that Thai food! What did I say?! I said, 'don't eat it'. But what did you do?? You went ahead and ate it anyway. Fine, you deserve to suffer then. And watch who you're calling cruel... 010714 ... kingsuperspecial that's right, baby - let me have it! cruel may have been a bit over stated, but nobody knows how to abuse me like you do. 010715 ... kingsuperspecial thinking more about this today. light, energy. matter in motion, atoms connected together in patterns, whole but with holes, you can see light through me and my weak attempts at understanding. you only know me because I reflect light. but when you follow that light, our atoms do not pass through each other, I am solid. yet energy, light, radiation, passes through and mixes, reflects, intergalvanic corrosion, the failure of the laws if mathematic reciprocity, I am light and light is me, but I can trick you into thinking I am matter, that I matter at all you are light, dressed up as matter you are light, dressed up as matter you are light, dressed up as matter with no place to go. . 010807 ... Special K This is what I want to be! As the geeks will tell you, anything that can be engineered can be reverse-engineered... So light dressed up as matter is only steps away from being matter undressed into light. 010807 ... egger bumps for the masses 050801 ... Lemon_Soda Thnx egger 050802 what's it to you? who go blather from