samiam silentbob Full on still want you with everything you've made me do you almost taste like hate and i can't stay away self destruction, no pain character reduction, slow fade lazy reflex, no feeling hand to mouth, tightly bound remember when we met seemed so innocent but i was different then now i know how the story ends i'm the one with the unreached goals never thought i could sink so low i believed everything i was told save me from the undertow big on suckers bets placed my soul in debt looks like from where i'm at there's no coming back She found you what the hell have you got to look forward to i don't hear anybody knocking at your door your life has been a message in a bottle dumped in the ocean, never reaching any shore at the point where nothing makes you happy these days seem darker than they've ever been before here it comes again, that old familiar feeling get sick and leave your troubles on the floor just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down, she found you just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down you're shuttin people out has become more like a reflex they used to be your friends, but they don't know you anymore don't mean to hurt you, but it's my only self defense i make myself a mystery, so they don't know who to look for look at yourself, have you noticed your complexion looks like you've been spending too much time indoors in the mirror can you see your reflection or am i the only one who's noticed that you look bored just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down, she found you just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down i watched you fall apart and never made a sound what the hell have you got to look forward to i don't hear anybody knocking at your door your life has been a message in a bottle dumped in the ocean, never reaching any shore at the point where nothing makes you happy these days seem darker than they've ever been before here it comes again, that old familiar feeling get sick and leave your troubles on the floor just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down, she found you just when i thought you were breaking down just when i thought you were breaking down Regret you never looked into their faces all you saw there was another threat you knew you knew what you had to do but you never tried never heard about regret you've never heard but it seems to me that you don't know what you want why don't you let it go three years to get off your chest best left forgotton nothing's left every time you cry i wish that i could disappear and hide Sky flying by nothing has divided you it's growing older faster than it should pieces of me outside your door so you're not at home i'd like to not wonder where you are blurry eyed my feet leave the ground see that sky flying by see the streetlights spin and blend proving it's not a faster scar so i'll just leave it there you could maybe pick it up only you could see what it was and i'll just lay it to rest i'll get up and leave knowing that you'll see it lying there dull four hundred of my closest friends forgotten names that i pretend to know it hasn't even been that long so how've you been? you look the same remember when the doughboys played at gilman? and they broke up on your lawn and i wish it could always be like this is something i've been missing it's not too late to change what you've become the last time i saw everyone we buried our friend danny's gun i think he'd be happy here right now so don't be jaded i don't wanna spend another long and lonely weekend by the phone without anyone to call i've had a lot of time to think and i'm so tired of thinking i know why he put that bullet in his skull i forgot how good it feels to be part of a spinning wheel supported and supporting on and on forget the judgement and the games forget the shit talk and the shame you will only be young for so long and i wish it could always be like this is something i've been missing it's not too late to change what you've become the last time i saw everyone we buried our friend danny's gun i think he'd be happy here right now so don't be jaded i don't wanna spend another long and lonely weekend by the phone without anyone to call i've had a lot of time to think and i'm so tired of thinking i know why he put that bullet in his skull because life can be so dull life can be so dull life can be so dull life can be so dull i don't wanna spend another long and lonely weekend by the phone without anyone to call i've had a lot of time to think and i'm so tired of thinking i know why he put that bullet in his skull because life can be so dull life can be so dull life can be so dull life can be so dull 020509 what's it to you? who go blather from