alcohol_problem Norm I made the decision to stop drinking the morning after. There was a series of bad_things_i_have_done the night before. Amanda, read perfect_girls, had a party at her house because her parents were away and I said I would enforce. That night before I was completely hammered we "made love". Later when we were lying in bed cuddling, and I was slamming a bottle of rum, I heard some ruckus downstairs and checked it out. Some guy was loaded and had smashed a lamp, I told him to get the fuck out and he threw the first punch. I stepped out of the way and watched his fist move by my head, slow as molasses, and I grabbed his forearm. (This part is pretty gross) I started to bend his arm, I felt it bend and I didn't think twice, I felt it snap and it didn't phase me and finally I saw his white bone drenched in blood break the skin and spray blood all over this white living room, I still felt little more than a buzz from the rum. And finally, maybe a little more sick than the last thing, some skank, who probably gets off on violence, tempted me I fucked her in the bathroom with the door opened, rubbing someone else’s blood all over her naked body. And to top it all off little Amanda walked by the open door and saw the man she just lost her virginity to, just an hour or so before, pounding some anonymous slut in her bathroom. The next morning I threw up and spent most of the day with my face in my hands. 030220 ... Nathan88 i think thats the most intense paragraph i have ever read... 030220 ... blather librarian of babel nate-8, i recommend reading American Psycho, by brett easton ellis. i'm not sure 'recommend' is the right word, but anyway. 030221 ... megan norm. i respect you immensely for this story. it made my heart bleed and my soul cry for you. this is the stuff life is made of. 030407 ... stork daddy i've never created an alcohol problem that didn't have an alcohol solution. it's got an alcohold on me. 030408 ... stork daddy a compound fracture by simply twisting the forearm? what are you a grizzly bear? 030408 ... x my brother's a grizzly bear he had an alcohol problem, but then he started having a beer every once in awhile, well... and then he started having them every night... and that seemed like kind of a waste of money... so he thought he better move on to vodka.......hmm... i guess he still has a problem. when i was 14 and getting ready for my first school dance, he called on the phone to talk to my mother and i, to say that he was an alcoholic and was sorry and needed help. i've lost track of the times he's stopped and started. my mom doesn't tell me anymore because she thinks i take it too hard. i know first hand that it's possible for a rather burly guy to break someone's forearm bearhanded. 030409 ... stork daddy oh i mean sure i've seen mothers on real tv benchpress a car...but i was just wondering in awe. how come nothing fun like that ever happens at the parties i'm at? 030409 ... Norm Trust me, the kids arm broke. 030411 ... /anon I think my dad has one a bottle or two a night is that normal? it doesn't matter both him and my mom smoke pot every friday I like them when they arent drunk or high 030412 ... cube "it made my heart bleed and my soul cry for you" Get a grip Megan. The guy's a walking menace to society and you wanna hold his hand. Perhaps you just missed the undertone of pride in his voice. This is one guy who's NOT on the path to reform... ³ 030412 ... phil Norm, what a powerful lesson. Anon, are you going to win, or lose? 030412 ... megan i pity the proud. doesn't that make more sense? they're the ones who will have many of the problems anyways. 030413 ... screwing for virginity my dad and every other guy my mom has dated (and a few we lived with) sense my dad, has had one. is there any wonder i am afraid to touch the stuff? 030413 what's it to you? who go blather from