perfect_girls
ClairE Not the brittle ones.

The ones I love.

You make my heart sing in silence, quick and bright_eyed as a songbird.
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ClairE Girls make me hate myself.

They never want me back.

But to be able to look at them makes up for it all.
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she do not exist.

are fake.
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unhinged with jutting hip bones
and curly hair
that chain smokes only when she's drunk
because nothing ever felt more right then a cigarette when she was drunk
just like nothing ever felt more right
than kissing her
in a drunken haze
on his front porch
next to the keg
how romantic
the romance of shiring
playing bach
with the shithead in the back ruining ever phrase
the girl that would have a tattoo
peeking out the bottom of her skirt
but be too classy to show it
the girl that would let me kiss her in front of a party full of people
not caring that she could be pegged a lesbian for it
the only girl i couldn't have a chance in hell with because she has four guys chasing after her
i guess it would be a different story if she wasn't my
bach_goddess
but there is something about the heavens that i just can't let go of
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Norm There are perfect girls, I know one. I've put every inch of energy I've ever had into getting her to love me and I can't do it.

On the roof of my parent's lexus, we sit on a hill, looking at the stars, drinking vodka and smoking a joint. I explained to her, best I can, the vastness of the universe, the meaning of life, the power of God and how little they all compare to how much I love her. Giggleing she rolls towards me and rests her head on my chest, I lean towards her for a kiss and she pulls away.

What makes you so calming, my virgin perfection? White winged angel, beautiful, clean; perfect tiny beauty, I need you...
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cube Virginal obsession - i know. It takes a few to get it out of your system
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unhinged at least it was a beautifully described obsession...obsessions can get rather sloppy. 011221
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kerry whoa. i wish some guy would say that to ME. 011222
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Norm She helped me drop my alcohol_problem . Sad though I really think I might of loved her. 030220
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jane aren't the most perfect girls imperfect in some way? in many ways? 030221
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phil um..... no dumbass. 030221
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