naughty_little_distractive_thoughts Mahayana [always causing typos] 020213 ... silentbob Any time we have to watch a video in class, all these inappropriate comments about babies suffocating, or mothers being drunk and retarded flush into my head and i just burst out laughing. it works better if i say them aloud, hoping the person next to me will hear and enjoy my distraction with me. But usually no one laughs and i'm left in my amusement alone 020213 ... reitoei kill the weeds 020213 ... Casey We were watching this video about running away from home and people interviewing this girl about how crappy her life it and how she has had to whore herself out to live at the age of 16. I just kind of sat there and though, "She's kind of cute." j/k 020213 ... Mateos secret identity Douring sex I somtimes catch myself thinking of other things I would rather be doing. But douring bad sex only. 020214 ... lost i must be fortunate. i have never had bad sex. 020215 ... pushpins the guy I'm babysitting for is really young and really hot. dude. IM BABYSITTING FOR HIM! Can't be naughty. 020216 ... lady lunchbox this evening at dinner, i wanted you. your father was talking about some old movie that no one else has ever seen, and all i could do was rub my foot against your leg and think about the way it feels to have you next to me in bed. then i started to think about the way you look at me when we're making love, and about how good it feels when you hold me close and tell me that you love me. i wanted to take you right there on the table. then i snapped back to reality, and he was asking me about something entirely different from the conversation i had last been tuned in to. i was so lost. damn distracting thoughts. 020216 ... she is there such a thing as bad sex? 020312 ... blown cherry Sometimes, used to happen a few times a day, now maybe once or twice a week, I would just fall into a daze. Didn't matter where I was, or what I was doing, I'd just be sucked into a happy world inside my head. I literally had to be snapped out of it. Snapped out of having sex with you ;) 020313 ... pralines&cream so tempting to act on them, right then and there? So bad, soooo something I would never do, so ... scandalous! And oh so tempting. 020314 ... Mahayana influence me to renounce existence whilst all unaccompanied & lacking inspirations of refuge, potency, & care for in a domicile naughty_little_distractive_thoughts permit me to pardon a future with you our future, when i grasp nothing at this point not anything at this time to shelter me spreading yes, i enclose love but love in and of itself can not embrace nor be seized naughty_little_distractive_thoughts compelling me yet again to give up to not endeavor continually again to not fabricate & recreate over years & years what can be frayed in no more than days naughty_little_distractive_thoughts advise me to flow away envisage that pouring out away from someone so magnificent, so affectionate, so kindhearted as you naughty_little_distractive_thoughts :: just go :: and :: leave me alone :: 020314 ... lilac_air thats what u are to me and i like it 030909 ... Spare Change The ways in which I do not love you are many, but my desires are not few. I have ached a thousand times to be enfolded by you. Thoughts of your warm breath caressing... there on the back of my neck. I feel you stradle my lap pressing me into the bed, drowning in desire, What was that you said? 030909 ... ni So I am sitting in class, staring out the window, but not really seeing anything. The professor's words are just rolling over me as the gentle warmth of sunlight and the whirling of the AC unit lull my thoughts back deep in my head. And I can't stop thinking about you. I feel you next to me, drawing closer. You slip a hand beneath my hair and hold my neck steady as you lean towards me. I catch your gloriously familiar scent just before your lips come to rest on mine. Then there is the heat of your tongue, and... my professor has the audacity to stop lecturing and take questions, breaking my concentration. Sigh. Long distance relationships are annoying. 030910 ... Sam the Sloth huminah huminah hey now! 030911 what's it to you? who go blather from