bored_shitless daxle I need to get away from this computer. I need to get out of this room. I cannot be a good student for entertainment. I get the idea that I should go to a movie, but I have no one to go with. I figure if I'm going to go to a movie alone I might as well just sit here alone instead (laziness), which is really the attitude that has me here in the first place. I feel the pieces of my life swirling around me (I drew a picture about it but it sucked) (I tried to write about it but couldn't). I am entirely unknowing of how I should feel, what I should do. That's it I guess. 010106 ... Thyartshallshant I'm bored. But I still have shit in me. 010106 ... daxle finally got out of this room and hung out downstairs- relief 010107 ... Thyartshallshant While your here, do you hate me? 010107 ... daxle you might as well have said "look at poor me, please tell me you like me" I don't know you and therefore can't "hate" you even if it was logically possible, I simply don't however... you do annoy me to some extent, the same way most people who are significantly younger than me do, and so it is still not personal (note I am admitting this as a fault of mine) 010107 ... ^daxle^ I take it back. I do hate you. Now go away. 010107 ... Thyartshallshant Fuck you. And your right, i did say, "look at poor me". You know why, cause I have enough problems as it is, and when i come here, this is the one fucking place where i can get all that behind me, the ONE PLACE where in my screwd up life, im almost happy. ALMOST. Im sorry that everything cant be agreed with by you. I don't particually "love" myself either. But at blather, i can come here, be ALMOST happy, and say whatevers on my mind. Do I go to the ONE place where you ALMOST feel happy and ruin that for you? No. Hell, ive hardly directed any comments ever at you, so YOU attack me? And then to get all philsophical and say that you "couldnt" hate me. Shut up. Who are you? Do i know you. No? Did i ask for your negitive opinoins on MY problems? Your entiled to whatever the HELL you want to say, but dont hurt me. As if that could happen anymore. Don't blather at me, don't talk to me, dont't do SHIT to me cause i don;t need anymore problems in my life, especially WORTHLESS ones like you. 010107 ... daxle hahahahahahahaha kids these days... 010107 ... Thyartshallshant Is this a joke to you? Is my life and my well being funny? 010107 ... daxle yes, and yes 010107 ... Thyartshallshant Why dont i just come out and say it, i have problems ok, serious ones. Like depression, and suiciadalness. Im seeing a counciler, but i dunno if thats gonna help me fast enough. Ok, so just leave me alone, ok, cause i recive enough FUCKING critism as it is. 010107 ... crazychick don't really wanna be the one to break up this little fight but awwwwwwww.... you guys are cute 010107 ... *Colleen* i am bored out of my mind, as if you really care 010129 ... blown cherry with no motivation no food no music and I can't think of a good reason to stay awake, though I've only been up for 8 hours, and so my eyelids droop. Overdue assignment, 10 days late, lose 10% a day unbegun essay, due yesterday, but equally lazy lecturer, so might get away with this one. Must remember to start it sometime though. Now? Why now? I could sleep now. Why would I want to do anything else? 020502 ... blown cherry oh, and nothing I feel the need to blathe either 020502 ... blue star daxle, that was really shitty up there. I realize it's said and done, but it was still really shitty and completely unnecessary. 020502 ... sabbie sabbie_needs_your_scanners_n_scars 020503 ... blown cherry fuck! 020517 ... blown cherry Aaaaargh!!!! Somebody, please shut my brain down, I'm going nuts. Bored out of my skull, and can't find anything I want to do. Can't even sleep. 020517 ... eklektic sometimes i'll have everything in the world to do, but i am bored out of my mind. so i'll just read a non-school book. or watch a movie. or listen to some music. or get on blather...like now. 020517 ... tyler waters though i rarely do this myself if ever you are bored, do remember that you are connected to a MASSIVE network of information. learn something use your brain teach yourself calculus why not? not like you've got anything better to do 040101 ... x its interesting to me that the only times a discover moments of boredom is when i am with people who are in fact boring...devoid of creative spark...unable to express abstract thought into diect communication...etc...etc... 040101 ... daxle/x i did not write that either 040101 what's it to you? who go blather from