wallflower
boo I'm a wall flower, always have been, always will be. 010315
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Aimee
i could have died,
maybe i should have died.
when i saw you walk inside.
and as you shut the door
i put my eyes back on the floor.
when all i really wanted was to look some more.

does a wallflower play,
or does a wallflower stay on his wall?

you see i live alone,
but i've made my happy home.
all my furniture is centered around my phone.
i'm waiting for a call,
my imaginary friends and all.
those who would never let me be taken by the fall.
does a wallflower know,
when it's time he outgrow his wall?
tell me does a wallflower know
when it's about time he outgrow his wall...

time and time and only time has feeling for me.
maybe father time will feel sorry for me.
i knew when there was time, when i knew it all.
why don't i ever leave my wall?
why don't i ever leave my wall?
why don't i ever leave my wall?
...i don't ever leave my wall.

you know that siren's getting louder,
and these people are starting to crowd in on me.
(all i smell and taste is garlic and gunpowder)
'cause i shot the bad guy dead -
but he got me in the head.
with the girl of my dreams
she's mentioning to me how much I've bled.

where does a wallflower go,
when their flowers get pulled from this wall?
oh and though she says I'm brave and bold,
she knows a flower cannot hold up a wall.
i can't hold up this wall any longer...
any longer
'cause all I have is time and time
and time
please some more time.
i think i'm over...
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twiggie the perks of being a wallflower, is a wonderful book. it reminds me of the_catcher_in_the_rye in some ways. emily introduced it to me and then i introduced it to several of my friends.
if you haven't read it, you should.
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unhinged it's easy for me to be a wallflower because i blend in, am unnoticeable. i don't really mean that in a deragatory sense. people just don't notice me. unless i'm running my big mouth. then how could you not notice me? i'm just not the knock-out kinda girl that gets all the drinks in the bars if you know what i'm saying. maybe that makes relationships more precious. even though it shouldn't...damn media. 010315
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alkalinepixie the perks of being a wallflower is one of the best books ive read in my short life.
sometimes i cant help but feel it.
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wallflower I had never gone to a school dance. I just knew I wouldn't fit in there. Finally I went to my first dance. Tenth grade homecoming. The hair, the makeup, the pictures - "This might not be so bad after all!" I thought joyously to myself. But the last dance...a slow dance. I watched as the random puzzle of single dancers disappeared, being replaced by couples in each others' arms. I weaved my way to exit and hid in the bathroom.

I haven't gone back to a dance yet.

Just another adventure in the life of a wallflower.
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Casey It gives me time to look at the world from all perspectives. I also get a change to know what is going on in the world, and know both sides of the issue.Even though I'm never involved 010730
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stupidpunkgirl wallflower by dynamite boy...it's a good song..it's on their first cd.

i'm glad you like the book jessi...it's one of my favorites.
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DannyH synchronicity rules.

Welcome and hello.
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notalice I wish I could be charlie. From the Perks of being a Wallflower. Or meet him. And marry him. And run off into the sunset. Forever. I donno. Its ridiculous to be so in love with a character. Him and Holden and Willian Miller - there are more. Its not healthy... 020812
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Lilac If I had to pick one word to describe me this would be the one. 030110
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girl_jane At least I'm still a flower. 030111
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G wishing i could say the things that i want to say
but not knowing how to say it
or if i should say it at all
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anj wishing i could say the things that i want to say
but not knowing how to say it
or if i should say it at all
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akenbosche or more importantly, who would give a damn 030217
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niska exactly 030330
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emily whats a wallfloer? is it someone uncomfortable to open up in front of others? is it someone unnoticed by sopcierty? or something else. i often wonder it. im nto a wallflower, i knwo that, but when im at parteys and such, i look at the wallflowers and wonder, do they know or see something i dont, can they feel something we dont see and know. it makes me wonder about people, and society as a whole. i think next tiem i see one ill talk to one. i want to understand 040428
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in a silent way i consider it a compliment; it implies both an ability to grow from a place where no life should ever be found, and an inherent intelligence that prevents one from mingling with the weeds. 130301
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