grateful Dafremen I am so grateful for this chance to gaze in wonder at that which created me. At this wonderful opportunity, to think, and feel and act and be. OH and I thank everything around me for the part it plays in making THIS the show to see, always. Thank you, oh thank you for this lucky break! This shot at it, this chance to prove myself worthy of it. Thank you all. 011031 ... silly ... dead!!!!! 040628 ... emmi in the end, i'm grateful. it took this much for me to find out what i want. i wouldn't have had the strength to stick to the decision, but i'm grateful that he did. i was just so blind, i couldn't see that i never did respect him. and i had no reason to lower my standards because of him. for a while i guess i was trying to see the best in him and the situation... but there are limits, and i should proud of that. 051022 what's it to you? who go blather from