always_coming_back_home_to_you unhinged to all my killers and my hundred dollar billers to emo kids that got too many feelings he held the register open while he counted her change i was next in line which meant i was invisible from where i stood i could see that the till was full he didn't look the type to play super hero so i stepped forth and paid for my cigarettes crept out the store's front door to chase a little breath dangles in my head shake the song off another manic monday night it's gonna be a long walk a car pulled up a fixed up cutlass a woman and a child climbed out and left it running they went inside of the deli placed an order with the extra dollar fifty bottled water cause the daughter's picky when they came out mommy gave me a glance that said man can love an angel but he's gotta take the chance already knew the deal i lit one up and walked so they got back in their oldsmobile belted up and took off thug love on the corner by the walgreen's looking at me like i'm just another square saltine as i get closer i notice they're showing each_other sketches out of their notebooks reminding me of my old droots i walk past with a nod and a reminisce swear to god hip_hop and comic books was my genesis respect the life and the fashions of the children it's the only culture i've got exactly what we've been building all of a sudden i'm in front of some man no he's a young'un but he's got a gun in his hand he looks 15, he looks frantic, no he looks afraid immediately apprehensive til i heard him say 'do you want this? it's not mine i promise i found it on my block in between a couple garages didn't want to leave it for a child to stumble over i don't even know how to hold it' it was a 38 the poor man's machete held it in my hand thinking 'damn man that's heavier than expected' wedged it behind my belt buckle knowing that it's evil even thought that i could smell trouble the extra strength felt weak but over there on the corner so what i needed and proceeded to cross the street put the heat in a mailbox to lose it figured that the post office knows what's best to do with it mosey down the road thinking about the old i used to roam this zone through two feet of snow right here this used to be a record shop i've gotten love i've gotten drunk i've gotten beat up in that parking lot i've had my lake street pride for three decades these alley ways and these street lights have seen my best days before i was a germ learning how to misbehave all the way to the grave southside is my resting place took a right on lindale i'm getting near but then the road became empty and the people disappeared the clouds ran away opened up the sky and one by one i watched every constellation die and there i was frozen standing in my backyard face to face eye to eye staring at the last star i should have known walked all the way home to find that you wasn't here i was still all alone no matter where i am no matter what i do i'm always coming back home to you they can leave me for dead they can take away my truth i'm always coming back home to you through the lines and the sins that ride the wind that blew i'm always coming back home to you as sure as the life and the garden that you grew i'm always coming back home to you no matter where i am no matter what i do i'm always coming back home to you if only i had known what you already knew i'm always coming back home to you from the heaven i've had to the hell i've been through i'm always coming back home to you i'm always coming back home to you atmosphere - seven's_travels urban_bodhisattva this song brings tears to my eyes with the extra 100716 ... unhinged . 120923 ... flowerock this is one of my favorites. 140207 ... unhinged mine too it spoke directly to my heart in a way few songs, lyrics ever have finally seeing atmosphere live was one of the top_5_concerts_of_my_life (pretty sure i screwed that link up) 140207 what's it to you? who go blather from