you_you_you effectively_hushed I can't get enough, there's so much to absorb. I want to bask in all this youness forever. 020402 ... startfires * 020414 ... air you are nothing. you are not mine, you are not your own. you belong to no one, you want no one. you want nothing, and you are as simple as you think you aren't. 030601 ... no reason everything revolves around 030601 ... delial even though I met you only recently I find myself falling in love with you I don't know quite how to put this decently but what's the chance that you could love me too? who, who, who, who, who has made me dreams come true? and turned my grey skies blue? why, it's you, you, you, you, you woo, woo, woo, woo, woo like amorous love birds do who made my world seem new? dear, 'tis you, you, you, you, you you make me feel like I'm seventeen again you make everything beautiful seem true I can't wait to go to sleep and dream again cause every dream I dream's a dream of dreamy little youuuuu... you make the world go round the sun go up and down the flowers bloom in May the children laugh and play shall we choose the day? gotta love the magnetic_fields! 030706 ... delial (ignore the fact I left out half a sentence and made a typo) (( *'s side project; *me = my )) * skips_away * 030706 ... rubydee are too too too much to handle! 030706 ... soup for the poor Think of no one but yourself. Can't you hear? Don't you see me? I am lying here, right next to you Sweating from our passion dance, Only to realize that it was nothing passionate at all. It was just fucking and it was just you trying to make me feel better. Because that's what you do! When I am in tears, you just have sex with me. What is this madness and why am I still putting up with it? Tell me. Why! I'll never begin to understand. You lie there next to me, telling me you love me, but you don't hear your own words, do you? You are just saying them, off in your distant world, dreaming of a better life, I'm sure. And that kills me. I feel so second rate. And I KNOW I am not. I am not second rate at all. You are just as lucky to have me as I am to have you. This life I am living is a joke. And the sad part is, I only continue to want you, love you all the more. Who is rapped around whose finger? 030706 ... soups spell check wrapped 030706 ... two of three words you_you_you missme_missme_nowyougottakissme 061108 ... ferna I saw a man who was you but ten years older today. He had long dark curly hair, he wore a black coat with tails a black t-shirt with some obscure band's logo black combat boots and black skinny jeans on his spidery legs. He was alone and uninterested, looking for something, some specific cereal. He looked lost, but he also seemed fine. He didn't notice me staring at his hair his boots his legs. Or maybe he noticed but didn't care. I'm sure people stare all the time. I am thinking he existed only for the fates to say: you will forget me, that ten years from now when I see you in a supermarket you may not know who I am. I might blend in to the sea of people you never knew. And a part of me takes comfort in that. That someday, maybe, I can evaluate you, you scrutinizing a box of grape nuts. I can see you without you seeing me, and maybe feel for you what I felt for this stranger: Just a person, a skinny man alone and lost. 070307 ... Lady Lightness I've been trying to write about you all day. Put you down into words. Pen my feelings. Tell a story about a moment. And all came was, "I thought about you as the sun went down." Mr Sweet. Mr Kind. Mr Wacky. Mr Silly. Mr Weird. Mr Light Energy. Mr Soup Stirrer. Mr Makes My Pot Boil. Mr Makes Me Want to Be A Better Human. Mr Community. Mr Loving. Mr Dancing. Mr Everything. 070307 ... three words darlin wordplay you_you_you 110529 what's it to you? who go blather from