i'll_be_waiting claudia once i had a friend that i could count on. well i thought well so it seemed. but times of need are not enough to prove your friendship to me now. once i saw a face that i believed but a mask was all there was. who wears the masks who wears the faces well i guess i'll never know. but as i stand here alone in a room full of people with nothing to say. beer on thier minds smoke in the air. they call you thier friends but they just don't care. friend for life. such shallow words for broken minds. show me a friend for life. cause i'll be waiting for that day to arrive when i'll feel alive. i'll be waiting for that day. once i found a love i had to know now we might know each other just too well. cause when we're together we just can't get enough or maybe we can't get what we want. ONCE I SAW A DREAM I HAD TO CHASE IT. DREAMS QUICKY TURN TO REALITY. WHO'S AT FAULT IN THIS GAME OF YOURS AND MINE, WELL I GUESS I'LL NEVER KNOW. but as i sit here alone think of the girl who came softly inside me. the look in her eyes the smell of her hair. i call her my own but is she really there? love for life. such noble words for noble minds. shoe me a love for life. cause i'll be waiting for that day to arrive when i'll feel alive. i'll be waiting for that day. once i had a friend that i could count on. times of need are not enough. once i had a love i had to know. now we might know eachother just too well. ONCE I HAD A DREAM I HAD TO CHASE, DREAMS QUICKLY TURN TO REALITY. NOW LET ME CLOSE MY EYES CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYTHING ANYMORE. (the only thing that would make me happier than not having to wait any longer, would be being able to take credit for that song....) 010719 ... black-dyed gel product for your call 010719 ... elisabeth For the day that you come home. For the day that i see you again. For the day that i can hug you and have it last forever. Right now i miss you i miss you a lot. i never wanted you to leave but you did WHY? and why when you come back do you have to leave again. why do you have to keep leave. but no matter where you go my brother. I will be waiting for the day that you come back. I will always wait for you. I will also always wait for my friends when they need time i will always be here for you to help you any day. if you ever get mad at me and even if i get mad at you. I will still be here for you to help you always. 010720 ... unhinged tomorrow like i was today and the day before sometimes my impatience is more evident sometimes i smile most times i cry to pick up the blade again the return of something chronic is obviously unevitable 010805 ... Aimee of course I'll be waiting. Tonight I'll probably be up until 2am just hoping to talk to you. Around 2:30 I'll start thinking you're not going to show and around 3 I might give up. I'll go to bed knowing that things are bad between us, and believing that it's over. Usually I'm wrong, but maybe this time I'm not just being neurotic. Maybe you've finally realized that the way I see myself is accurate. *sighs* 010812 ... Death of a Rose for nothing 031013 ... Death of a rose for my life to end. 040323 ... nemo for tomorrow to end. because you asked me to stay. because i was left behind. 040323 ... whitechocolatewalrus in a sense, we are all waiting for our lives to end. we are all waiting for something, even if we don't know what we are waiting for. 040324 ... x no. i am so fucking done. 040324 ... Jenna Why is it that I feel a complete euphoria while you're here... and when you are gone, my whole world falls apart? 040324 ... Deomis I told you that once. You went off to fight for that great noble cause. You were gonna fly in your fancy plane, and you were gonna come back and never leave me again. Why haven't you come back? I told you that I'd be waiting. But every day I sit here, staring down the road, seems like another day that I've wasted. You aren't coming back, are you? I'm not gonna sit her and wait for you to come back any longer. You never should have left me in the first place. If you come wandering back down that dusty lane outside my house, don't come looking for me. I'll be waiting no more. 040831 ... love & hate i'll be waiting for you, for the one i love, for the one i cherish, for you, for my katie. I will be waiting... 040831 what's it to you? who go blather from