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I know a long path lies ahead of me, but I also know that I will continue and not tire. I am writing my story, day by day, but right now I am barely building up to what the exciting part is. The climax of one of the greatest chapters. A book that by far, will be the most interesting book I have ever written. That doesn't mean that my life has been boring until now, but I must say that I have never felt so alive, so independent, so. . . .like what I want to become, in my life. I am doing things for myself and moreso, for the girl of my dreams, I am wlaking and not looking back. I have no need to. I am walking forward keeping my feet on the ground, I am not dreaming of what may happen, but rather, envisioning what is to come. I always love a good challenge, and I know the journey I am embarking on right now is definitely going to prove itself as a challenge, as much as I am going to show it that I can overcome it.
For any of you reading this, I just had to get this out, I am currently (on a black tea high) going through a lot, but my sights are set. There are many things going through my head, but I know what I am doing. I hope I have not confused any of you, but have you ever been so ready to do something, been so sure that it is something you want to happen, that it will change your life forever, make it all worth it, that using all your spirit of adventure, all of the (how would System of a Down say) "potent element of human existence" that you have within you (in other words. . .faith), use every breath, every electrical impulse running through your body, every blood cell circulating through your heart, just to achieve what you most desire. Especially if such a dream is shared with your other half??????????????
*sigh*
Well, I've gone on rambling, but they are thoughts formed on purity of the soul and it's desires, the mind and it's illusions, the body and it's tasks. . .
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phil
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today
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"Life was never meant to be struggle."
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i can't do this anymore. i'm too weak
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i didn't realize til last night that the urge is gone. i don't know if it was satisfied or repressed or i just moved on. i don't remember the last time i felt it, but i don't need to struggle any more. at least not for now.
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unhinged
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i'm not going to dial the phone
benzos
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what's it to you?
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