what_falling_is 1am listening_talking_breathing_fluttering_floating 020802 ... 1am this_is 020802 ... 1am soaring_sighing_fucking_leaving_crying 020802 ... squint ouch my heart when will i hit the ground? 020802 ... stork daddy probably when you stop digging 020803 ... gelfling fall 020803 ... a bird falling out of the sky a blissful euphoric feeling like flight, only accompanied by the sudden unceremonious impact of smacking headfirst into the dirt 020803 ... squint i'll end up in the center of the earth and the gravity will squish my into a tiny perfect ball and i will be completely stuck. and thats when i'll stop. only because I have to. Or maybe I could actually just dig myself to the other side of the earth and keep falling, into the sky. but the first is more probable. 020803 ... ani difranco You give me that look that's like laughing with liquid in your mouth like you're choosing between choking and spitting it all out like you're trying to fight gravity on a planet that insists that love is like falling and falling is like this Feels like reckless driving when we're talking It's fun while it lasts, and it's faster than walking But no one's going to sympathize when we crash They'll say "you hit what you head for, you get what you ask" and we'll say we didn't know, we didn't even try one minute there was road beneath us, the next just sky I'm sorry I can't help you, I cannot keep you safe I'm sorry I can't help myself, so don't look at me that way we can't fight gravity on a planet that insists that love is like falling and falling is like this. ~Falling is Like This 020803 ... squint i put that song on a mix for someone. :-( sigh 020803 ... ShnizelCheese I See her, i Pause... i am Blank i am completely Stuck in her gaze... She walks towards me "Hello how are you doing" she says Then i am Falling... 030721 ... ashmanzhou say only love is for it is enough i feel it not though i may wish this i hear it not though others say it calls me it is not love i feel i am instead falling into my own dream falsities and trapped i know not what i am i care not but i know who she is to me and for this i dare not go to her 030721 ... jane geworfenheit 030721 ... my little secret Silence so loud you can't hear your heart pounding. Movement so slow you can barely percieve it, so fast it's over before you know it. Hurt and pain disguised as pleasure, sweet aching... Don't let me fall... 030810 ... nomme jumping 030810 ... no reason i'll tell you once i'm done 030810 ... original or extra nothing something i shouldn't do anymore, maybe something i never had any business doing at all anytime i feel it overtaking me again i_must_keep_reminding_myself _of_this 030811 ... 0 i_must_keep_reminding_myself_of_this 030811 ... silentbob Whenever someone quotes ani_difranco and puts their name as ani difranco and doesn't put their email address, it automatically connects it to mine, so it looks like i wrote it, because once i quoted her and DID put my email address. And yeah. i didn't paste those lyrics. but i came here with intentions to do so. 030812 ... anotherforgotten losing yourself and that which is not you 041031 ... djstar you come too late and leave too soon 'though I thrive on the anticipation of your presence, there remains hesitation. you come too late and leave too soon. Grey eyes crying on a beige couch where you've made love to many others.. yet your grey eyes wet my neck evidence lurking in my eager heartbeat. chemical reactions? dark sunglasses make it too soon to see love. And as the sun hovers in a humid sky, And as I laugh unto statues in my path delirious in hopeful pleasure, I can only trust in your intoxicated reassurance that I may be the person to create castles in your dreams and grow gardens in your waking grasp. 100902 ... snook Crying in my fucking cubicle. 100903 ... Jurisprudence Rising, rising and rising in your eyes. Falling asleep in your arms from sheer exertiion of joy. Counting the hours until... Next time. Crying in disappointment, I am not the one. We are not the one. You are not the one and now I just want to be away. Safe but bristling against known buffers. Feeling your body roll away from mine in bed, I wonder. Watching you rush towards the door to work, almost forgetting my kiss. Banishing gasps of breath tinged with sour words when you take my hand and smile on me. 100904 what's it to you? who go blather from