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i_must_keep_reminding_myself_of_this
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littleidiot
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of everything green and external.
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021130
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hate
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STOP SMOKING THINGS, LITTLEIDIOT
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021130
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um...
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who are you to tell another blatherer to stop smoking things?
maybe you should start.
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021130
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lateralus
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gonna wait it out
be patient
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021130
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littleidiot
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hate: smoke is good.
lateralus: tool is go(o)d.
they go so well together.
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021201
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the patient
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if there were no reward to reap
no loving embrace to see me through
this tedious path i've chosen here
i certainly would have walked away by now
and i still may
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021202
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the patient
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is this a test
it has to be
--otherwise i can't go on
draining patience
drained vitality
this paranoid
paralyzed
vampire act's a little old
gonna wait it out
(be patient)
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021202
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Mahayana
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you [were] ...here ...'with me'
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021202
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lateralus freakizh
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nice song.
the very beginning is eon_blue_apocalypse.
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021202
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the patient
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but i'm still right here
giving blood
keeping faith
but i'm still right here
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021203
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littleidiot
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ever notice that in the patient, around 4 minutes and 37 seconds into this song (about the time where maynard whispers "and i still may... and i still may." he lets go a beautiful sigh of TEDIUM perhaps... perhaps even a GROAN of tedium, who knows.. whatever. either way... i noticed this yesterday and found it puzzling: i had always HEARD IT, but never thought about it. such a nice subtle touch to the song, though... just little stuff like that... what a guy.
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021219
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the patient
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a groan
of tedium escapes me
startling the fearful
is this a test?
it has to be
otherwise
i can't go on
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021219
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IKC 56-80
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the_patient
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030127
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one for the road
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don't be a jackass/dumbass/creepy
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030127
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rhin
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there is a reason that i'm here
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030127
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minnesota_chris
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your purpose in life is to send me chocolate chip cookies. I read it somewhere in the Bible I think.
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030128
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no reason
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i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this i can handle this...
i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself i am not just fooling myself...
fuck.
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030201
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no reason
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that was really weird. i just went to see darkness falls (not by choice. other movie was sold out, this was the only one at the time, friends were being overly dramatic, etc. etc.) and there was one point where she was sitting in a car and she said, trying to convince herself:
i can handle this. i can handle this.
i can handle this.
that was very strange indeed.
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030201
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delial
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just because someone else doubts me doesn't mean it makes me less of a person
just because someone else doesn't hear me out doesn't mean I'm not speaking
just because someone else doesn't see the actions I make as valid doesn't make them any less valid
just because others look down on me does not mean i am below them
I need to keep faith in myself and try not to listen when others scream in my ear words detailing their lack of faith in myself.
sometimes i guess you have to walk alone until you find happen upon someone who truly wants to join you.
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040619
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JustOnMonday
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he doesn't love me anymore. he loves her now. stop flirting! i am making myself look like an idiot. he knows i love him, he is just mocking me. i need to get over him, but he once said he loved me! even though i know him well enough to know he never really did. he doesn't love me, just move on.
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040805
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Holly
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No, he is not like that. Oh right, maybe he is. Forget it. Forget it. Forget it and forget him. It's over.
Over, done with, gone.
Nothing more to be said about the issue.
Dead issue.
Dead door knob.
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040805
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unhinged
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he wouldn't understand
he never did
he would only yell
i don't want to hate him
we are both different now
i miss the way he was
not the way he is
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040806
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uow
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breathe
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040806
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witchesrequiem
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I never did mind the little things!
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040812
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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