the_patient IKC 56-80 i_must_keep_reminding_myself_of_this certainly would have walked away 030106 ... paranoid martyr gonna wait it out 030106 ... IKC 56-80 a groan of tedium escapes me startling the fearful is this a test it has to be otherwise i can't go on draining patience drained vitality this paranoid paralyzed vampire act's a little old but i'm still right here givin' blood keepin' faith but i'm still right here Wait it out Gonna wait it out gonna wait it out if there were no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away by now. (and i stil may) i_must_keep_remindingmyself_of_this i_must_keep_remindingmyself_of_this i_must_keep_remindingmyself_of_this i_must_keep_remindingmyself_of_this (be patient) (be patient) if there were no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may (and i still may yes i still may) 030127 ... nathan. try thumbing through me to gone bellow screen doors slamming again. hours pass together cords are so warm when we hold them in our hands. cold child sits upright and her bangs are painful reminders, crackling fires. tomorrow a chain and a squeaking wheel. i hear them through the air vents, the insane. calwin faces, cheeks ripping like miracles i once performed. children dancing and popping baloons, you know... 040325 ... white_wave the_patient was a dog that sounded like a bird. no, actually it was a bird that wasn't trying to sound like a dog. it wasn't a birdog. it was just being it's own perky self, that just happened to sound like a dog. 040326 ... oldephebe lover of my godless soul..i just want to say that your words reached me IKC.. brought to the brink of my blighted life... so....need something more than the.. as i was reading your thoughts i could feel my heart clamping around each word so.... 040327 ... IKC 56-80 don't thank me, oE thank Maynard (Maynard James Keenen, ld vox for A_Perfect_Circle and Tool) 040805 what's it to you? who go blather from