doubts
Deomis having second thoughts
I'm scared

I want to trust you
I really do

But I don't want to feel the familiar hurt of abandonment.
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love & hate I have no doubts in my mind of what we could be if we had the chance. If we were just given a second chance together, to prove to everyone how strong our love is, how truly happy we really could be if we had each other, alone. 040724
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Borealis watching you run out the door..
a kiss.."I'll call you"...

I had a fitful sleep..
not that I don't trust you..
I don't trust myself.
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danio -I'm irritated with this, you're nowhere and I'm fed up with word play and mystery games that require huge amounts of patience. I quit. I don't have it and I don't want it.
Bye love.
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