alyssa_rose daf Out of the "in crowd" And its fertile ground Foundered alyssa rose Such a beautiful daxle flower Such a lovely string of prose A wandering soul bewildered by Her heartbeat's possibility There lying for what seemed like eternity Drowning for a dreamlike eternity In desire that grieves acceptance Into our hearts Then out of the scene Like a dream Our alyssa rose And we miss her here Do so miss her here So cold waiting, empty froze For her return Our hopes still burn like embers Warm themselves On her green-eyed kitties Black, soft fur Our hearts still mewling Spewing without end to see her Be with her again in blue ether Hear the song of her rainbow's laughter Our friend since then and ever after Will this X become her master? Will we lose her to its throes? Into our hearts And always there You'll find alyssa rose And we ache for her And it hurts in there Where that charming lovely grows Fed by our imagination Waiting with anticipation Choking down with dry frustration The tears run down our throats For an angel appeared Then left us here A blessing come upon the wind Brought words to wash our wishings in With thorns in hand we wait again For that blossom's breath That sacredness Our sweet alyssa rose. 031120 ... Doar jolly good show old bean 031120 ... x another failed attempt at manipulation 031120 ... daf You're a wonder of cynicism. My friend roster is full and daxle is on it. It sucks that justin hurt you so bad. I find it hard to believe that's the only thing that did this to you. In any event, just because you aren't allowing anything beautiful into your life anymore is no reason to go around destroying beautiful things. You are in no way related to either daxle or alyssa rose. They were both sweet people, firm and critical, but sweet. You are not firm, you are a basket case, and you aren't critical, you are spiteful and mean. Like I said, you are DEFINITELY no relation to either daxle aka alyssa rose. Let me know when she comes back. She may not have liked me much either, but at least she didn't hate herself to the point of debasing herself. 031120 ... I dent the unknown. Roger Dafremen, You are wrong, again. 031120 ... Dafremen This reminds me of the person who emailed me, gave me her cell phone number, was going to meet me and the missus..then when it didnt work out...said I know you'll never believe this, but that wasn't me (who emailed you from my email address and set this whole thing up.) A shadow in denial has hidden a light and continues to deny it. "You are WRONG Roger Dafremen..because that's what I WANT to believe! Alyssa Rose is DEAD. Daxle's a ghost. Let her rest in pieces you presumptious egotistical loud mouthed wanna be piece of sh** raking sh**!" No. She is my friend and you can't have her. So get bent. 031121 ... x are you insane? flabbergasted, actually, i'm not sure where to start. i did email you. i never sent another email denying it. i was interested in meeting you. you never called me. remember? you were the one with excuses. hurt ribs or whatnot. i am a whole person. i am x,daxle,whoever. maybe this confuses you because you're so one dimensional. don't think that for a moment that i will fall prey to your manipulation like many other intelligent people here have. i have given up on trying to show others what i see in you, but i will still stand up for myself until the bitter end, of which there is none, really. i am who i am. you will not change me. 031121 ... dafremen I wonder if she ever super glued the twins together? Or is Conky still a-lurkin? Anyway, whoever X is, you've got some shoes to fill, slim. Unless you're daxle. In which case, did you ever manage to super glue the two halves together? 210110 what's it to you? who go blather from