as_she_collides Me I will love without thought, she will be unpainted and knowing of her skin I will pause no more, she will be unmade and knowing of her want I discard the hesitancy she forgets of me and knows the night is ours Her heated breasts made you, made you want more of her, made you want want the touch of her again her smile enclipsed a moonlight skin just the feel again her erect nipple pressed against the burn you felt the shadow against the chest of burning shaking touching returning to her the moment of diving oral waiting simply hers 081115 ... LoverOfLight How does a Fire blaze? Ignition Embers Ash Out 081115 ... Horuse Out still hot still still narrow small iginition small eating growth engorged regenerative this time a passioned time a lost time a found time a call on the chest . 081115 ... In_Bloom Thrum sound Gripping lungs Damned heart, be slow Go slow Impact Gently 081116 ... Doar erratic sound found in the dark wet leavings as she she sips her toes sliding beyond her fingers erratic honest sound 081116 ... LoverOfLight A pair of ornamental, magnetized, chiming balls Passed from hand to hand You're sounding out I'm ringing out We're pulled then repelled With clangs and thuds And murmurings I'm here 081120 ... auburn as she collides with the fractal images in her heart she awakens to new memories of the man she doesn't know the one she hasn't been intimate with the one whose smell hasn't lingered on or around her the one she sees on street corners and in mirrors the one whose smile cannot fade because she hasn't seen it (yet) 081120 ... ungreat as she collides back into reality-peices of her life dropping to the floor like the shattered window pane she used. as she collides into your body, she remembers falling apart and just wants to feel connected to something. as she collides into your life she'll break your self image. She'll break your favorite vase. She'll break your heart. as_she_falls out of your life you'll realize she's a juggernaut and can't be contained. 090221 ... In_Bloom You bump your shoulder against mine A little too rough Stop pinning my knees between your knees And grinning into my face while snatching my hair up in your fingers I already know what will happen Every time You'll blame it all on me All the sparks You'll say you won't regret them But you'll blame it all on me Run, don't walk- take your eyes off me 090221 ... Jurisprudence Imagine a small dog running at top speed towards the open arms of it's loved master Imagine the dog slams hard into a clear glass wall It's eyes never leaving those open arms and beckoning smile Did they believe the power of hesitant and fearful love would be enough to pass through? 091103 ... unhinged as i talk about her still, years later ( fragmentary_romantic_scenarios ) people, especially boys, realize that i am more gay than i first appear i still have a picture of us in my violin case i still find myself wondering if her life sucks as much as i'm afraid it might almost every time i smoke i think of her my last semester at youngstown afternoons with my bach_goddess sargent largent and brahms every time i hear the first violin sonata by brahms the bartok duets we played together i was too angry then to help you i was too shy to cut in front of all the boys to get to you but i know still i loved you best and you chose him anyways i let you not my job to convince you (maybe it should have been) and i still have a picture of you, us in my violin case 091103 what's it to you? who go blather from