perhaps_i'll_be_alright nah....! and perhaps i'll be the queen of england, too!!!!! 011107 ... Rhinna after enough time passes after the tears stop after my heart mends after i wake from this nightmare after the sun breaks after your name dies on my lips after i get some sleep after i decide to live again after you free my soul after i find my wings after words no longer haunt me after the fire dies after your voice fades away after the key is returned after the memories no longer hurt after i take my last breath... perhaps i'll be alright 011107 ... Sonya when I can somehow forget everything that so much as brings you to my mind. There's no use in trying. I'm just not okay anymore and I don't think I ever will be. 011107 ... unhinged as long as i smoke everyday. my mind is a better mind hazy and under the influence. 011107 ... Casey Just let we sit and utter stupid shit for a while, I'll come to my senses. 011107 ... blown cherry we're_never_going_to_be_alright 020225 ... yummyC only time will tell. And I hate that fucking bastard, so things aren't looking so good for me... 020225 ... continuous ache if i stop thinking about how easily i let myself fall, without restraint. i tumbled into your waiting arms to find a hollow abyss at the center. you've sucked out every part of me that you made alive. you took away my life, my home, my family. and you let her take my place. so perhaps i won't be alright, but perhaps i really don't give much of a shit anymore. 020226 ... unhinged i've been talking to people older than me lately and all they really have to say is that it goes away. *shrugs* it goes away. IT GOES AWAY?!?!?!?! at least i have turned to artistic self_mutilation. i found a good tattoo design. 020226 ... continuous ache my ass it goes away. it only went away for them because they had the willpower to make it. that's my opinion. how's it going nicole, darling? 020227 ... unhinged amber dear, you really should call me 330-480-6263 020227 ... continuous ache what's going on with you in the next few days? any big plans? my cell's still 565-9776. 020228 ... Arwyn just give me a few days to get over the pain... we'll just try again. 020228 ... Photophobe I mean, when your only competiton is a crazy girl with no shoes... 020415 ... Photofused then again we're_never_going_to_be_alright 020415 ... megan as long as you hold me. 030218 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong i_ll_be_all_right_when 030218 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong grrrr i'll_be_all_right_when 030218 ... yummyC things are alright now. 030218 ... nomatter If i can smoke enough and drink it all away distract myself from these petty emotions 040102 ... LoneWolf no i won't the knives have left trace in my left arm the smoke has blackened my lungs perhapps i'll be dead 040627 ... mon uow i've decided never to see a doctor 050304 ... photophobe maybe _it'll_all_be_ok 050420 ... photophobe maybe_it'll_all_be_ok 050420 ... Ouroboros as_thirty_dialogs_bleed_into_one i'm_staring_at_my_fingernails where_do_i_begin? something_inside makes_me_wanna_die i'll_just_close_my_eyes if_winter_ends perhaps_i'll_be_alright this_moment_belongs_to_change i_wont_let_this_break_me 081118 ... h s g i've bee nicing to do that kinda blatherlogue for a while now. 081118 ... In_Bloom Perhaps Maybe I hope *thrashing* What's this? Perhaps Maybe Looks like *stretching* Of course Why did I doubt? Should have known Yes *beaming out* 081119 ... Ouroboros I call it blatherocity. I have been collecting blathe titles for a while now for when the inspiration hits 081119 what's it to you? who go blather from