i'll_just_close_my_eyes girl_jane And I'll be happy because I won't see what's going on around me to make me hurt. At least I'm not running away like I normally do. 020815 ... eddie monster doesn't work fear Face Everything And Recover Fuck Everything And Run which one would you be able to wake up the next morning to and be satisfied with who you are the answer is obvious there is no where to run until the day your content to stare down the barrel of the gun they say once someone decides there going to hang themselves, they'll never jump out of a window 020815 ... Mahayana [ill cease 2 exist] 020815 ... athousandrainydays but then i'm afraid i will daydream you and all of the ways you impact my senses my hell my heaven my love 020816 ... Torch and hope it all goes away 020816 ... phil why are you saying I don't care when you should be saying no 020816 ... Photophobe I seem to go incylces. music/design/music/design There is sometimes overlap, and sometimes a gap. But someties I just want to close my eyes. And give myself up to music. 020826 ... eddie monster and when i open them maybe everything will have changed 020909 ... blue star and it will all just wash away. 020910 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong oh yeah all right feels good inside 020910 ... *nat* and think of you, and then maybe, when I am woken by the sond ofan alar at 7:15, one day, just 1 day, you will be lying next to me. Life then needs no improvements 020911 ... ~gez~ the sun can blind so i close my eyes. but it leaves a nice feeling of warmth on my face you are also so radiant, as is the sun. so i might seem to close myself up, but i want to let all my emotions out. but you blind me, and i cannot. when i am next with you, there is no telling what i may do if im ever alone or sad, maybe bored ina a hot classroom, all i must do is close my eyes and think of you. breathe deeply and the world seems meaningful again 020911 ... eddie monster now that i'm drunk i can see such beauty in that piece gez. 021124 ... yummychuckle they were crowded around me, I was lying in bed. paul was blurry malia told me to eat bread and put some in my mouth. i spit it out and said I think i feel like dying. I closed my eyes, it felt so good. but I woke up, and its the first time I've ever blacked out. I don't know how I ended up in my underwear and my bathing suit top. and I don't know how i got this cut on my lower back. and I hate tequila. 021124 ... eddie i love that feeling i love tequila 021125 what's it to you? who go blather from