we're_never_going_to_be_alright Photophobe You think you can see things as they are. Maybe you do. But even so it doesn't give you the power of decision; the power of action. All you vision won't lend a mite of strength to you. So when you look here: you think you can change things; make everything goodly. You never stop to think Maybe we're just as we should be. We're never going to be alright. Your eyes grow misty in the hope of bringing joy. We're never going to be alright, and your plans growdusty. You're never going to change today. So you're an optimist. Good for you; it must be refreshing. You laugh in spite of the odds. (You laugh in spite of the gods.) No matter how depressing. You're always up to take a chance, but what if you've been warned away? You can't forever block your ears with your hands, And pretend that you can't hear us say: We're never going to be alright. Your eyes grow misty in the hope of bringing joy. We're never going to be alright, and your plans growdusty. You're never going to change today. We're never going to be alright. 020103 ... hey now! thats for damn sure 020103 ... Becky I can't say this to myself.. ever.. if I want to stay with you. If I say it once.. I'll say it again and again and again.. etc. Nevermind that.. I don't believe it. 020104 ... . . 020323 ... Arwyn totally 020323 ... ill people who try to tell you how to think or feel are evil they think they know everything which is imfuckingpossible you should look these kind point blank in the face and kick them right square in the nuts but i think you won't cause i told you to 031028 ... rage as long as it keeps on turning 050614 ... LS That was your decision, not mine. 050614 ... unhinged but it_was_worth_the_fall 050614 ... a chaotic gift to idealism ther climb was the hardest part. working my muscles to clay. working my body to jelly. it was a hard parth to take. sometimes company made the climb easier to bear. the work was all the same but at least they sometimes help to make me forget. sometimes, they would make it so much harder. at the top it's clear. i can see for as far as my half blind eyes can see. the void is dark, seemingly bottomless, leaving me with no hint of where a bottom may lie. i step forward. i fall. i can not fly. my wings were severed by a world evolved. i can not scream and i can not shy. staring deep into the dark emptiness, i fall. the climb was so hard. i do not know if it was worth the climb. i do know it was worth the fall. the climb made it all worth while... to fall into unknown. 050614 ... a proper fix mmm typos 050614 ... three words we're_never_going_to_be_alright i've_got_a_beaver out_of_place 060721 ... three words dreaming_ect we're_never_going_to_be_alright survive 061028 what's it to you? who go blather from