if_winter_ends silentbob if winter ends i dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons as to carry on. into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow but i swear that i would follow anything if it would just get me out of here. and so you get six months to adapt and then you get two more to leave town. in the event that we do adapt we still might not want you around. and i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but i know that that is impossible now. and so i drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories because i just can’t think anymore about that or about her tonight i give myself three days to feel better or i swear i am driving off a fucking cliff because if i can’t make myself feel better then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow because i swear that i am dying, slowly but its happening so if there is a perfect spring that’s waiting somewhere just take me there and lie to me and say it’s going to be alright its going to be alright, yeah you worry too much kid, its going to be alright. bright_eyes 030112 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong call and response: Well, winter's gonna end I’m gonna clean these veins again So close to dying that i finally can start living an attempt to tip the scales, bright_eyes 030113 ... silentbob that's a good one too 030113 ... oldephebe that was amazing bob 050201 ... a clever disguise In Fear And Faith Can we last through the winter the water's starting to freeze the only one who remembers taking the wrong step falling in front of me this body's already aging these nights are already long and if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I wont call congratulations, go home now will we last through the winter will we make it to see I never wanted a partner and I never loved you now you are free to leave this heart is already frozen I can't remember the fall and if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I won't call congratulations, go home now it's too late it's too late they won't let go follow five foot steps through that open door, open door it's too late its too late they won't let go follow five foot steps through that open door, open door it must be buried under the heart that makes this pace consistent you'll find it torn, that gates been open and I've been wondering, if you'd been real with us it's too late... it's too late it's too late they won't let go follow five foot steps through that open door, open door it's too late its too late they won't let go follow five foot steps through that open door, open door its that start stop and go you've been dying for, you've been dying for ~ Circa_Survive 120124 what's it to you? who go blather from