awkward_moment squint oh...so you mean you weren't referring to that intensely personal thing about me that I thought you knew about and you didn't but now you do...oh...how embarrassing.... (no not to anyone on blather--skye) 020806 ... cheer-up-emo-kid too bad Im not cool enough to make up witty things that save the day. 020806 ... ClairE I didn't mean I never loved you, I just meant...that...I... Oh. You're not there anymore. 020806 ... unhinged everytime i talk to you, my heart stops at what i've done. i don't like being the bad guy, the person that makes people hurt. and i know you are a liar. i can tell when i look at you that it hurts. 020806 ... sherrila did we kiss because our lips were pink/magnetized, only? 020819 ... ferret no, we kissed because our lips were sharp with the same poison, the same metal fillings of hatred, the same symetrical the same even notoriety is evil it is blind do not become well known others will try to kill you the president can't trust the secret service, the service is no longer a secret blowjob blow job jog all the way home cover up the scar kill the money kill the governor kill everything reborn into oneself i'm lost to anger lost to pain lost to love lost....... awkward moment in between love and hate continue with you're lashing torture it will never end awkward moment 021229 ... Mahayana sometimes communal with only yourself [i read words.letters.and.spaces yes i even interpreted your spaces [you know the ones where i filled myself in humming for my part... that i was so irrevocably blessed] now the spaces.seem.to.be.filled & it was right then that i felt so out of your depth in my own skin, chest, and place] :i just didnt feel as close to you: :i just didnt feel as close to you: :i just didnt feel as close to you: funny how certain echoes you just cant seem to get rid of :i just didnt feel as close to you: :i just didnt feel as close to you: :i just didnt feel as close to you: 021230 ... scuzz Something itches at the back of my mind. I forgot it again didn't I? In that silent moment between us, I have to run through my head, chasing that unknown. and you wait for me to answer. 021230 ... silent storm you said the same words to me. to me, those words did not mean that you dont love me. why does it mean that i dont or didnt love you when i said them? 021230 ... *silent screams When you have nothing to say and we both know something is wrong, yet you won't tell me...when i have to fight with myself not to push you into telling me something that you don't want to when i want to know it more than anything. I always hate that moment 030423 ... nemo i just poured a bottle of black nail polish on my she to avoid it all 040402 ... mistaken nemo she = shoe 040402 ... ethereal everytime we walk past each other is an awkward moment. my pain bunches up right beneath my rib cage. you're painful to see. I hate that. 040402 ... SoulessWanderer It's good to know that I can still lie with out a problem. You saw it today.. "Oww. What's that" "Oh," I say. "I'm not sure. It's been there for a while. Bug bite, I think." Really? Less than a month. From me scratching myself until I bleed. Want to see all the other scars I have? Just sice I moved here there must be 50, at least. So what if I said I stopped? I lied. 040402 ... ethereal is an awkward moment all in her own. 040402 ... patricia only in your world; in her world she survived and it means so much more considering she does not breathe your fluffy air; she does, but does not 040403 ... quotree "Awkward pause in 5... 4... 3... 2... 1....." -A. 040412 ... rage wen i know your looking at me, and i want to look back so bad, want to know you and let you know me. but i know i cant look back, because i cant let myself let someone in, into the bottomless pit of my eyes. and the moment is gone, and what could've been vanishes. 041110 ... falling_alone oh, and everyone went silent, biting their lips, glancing at everyone else, wondering what was going on. 041110 what's it to you? who go blather from