a_dream_of_mine another dreamer part one I was in this small village with an antique shop in a kind of treehouse... you had to climb up to get inside and it had all kinds of wonderful things in it. My grandmother owned it/worked in it, but the first time I walked in this guy in a suit said he'd just bought it - I was amazed that you could just buy something like that, walk in and say "I'm taking over." I was kind of hoping for a job working there, because it was so cool... they sold mostly antique/secondhand cool stuff, but the occasional new souvenir/touristy-type crap. part two So I was on a trip somewhere with a bunch of girls... was supposed to take care of them, so they didn't die or anything. They were strippers or something. Something else happened with the group of girls (involving a cave, maybe monsters), forget what it was, but it caused the first group of them (the slutty ones) to die. While I was there (large semi-abandoned mall), had to pee so I went to the washroom - it was locked but somebody else unlocked it for me, a bunch of us went in. I went into the nearest available stall, discovered five minutes later that it had no door, this one guy was looking at me strangely, occasionally said mean things. I tried to get out with some measure of dignity, but didn't really manage... There were guys in the washroom because theirs was locked, I assumed. Because a bunch of people I was supposed to be taking care of died, I tried to hypnotise the rest of them into thinking that they didn't know what happened && it wasn't my fault. It was difficult, though, they kept waking up and i kept starting over... couldn't keep them asleep, thought it would be much easier if I were a professional hypnotist. When we got back, nobody asked too many question about why they were gone, though... We were in a bus, on our way to somewhere and we stopped at an intersection. The second group of girls got out, we were saying that everybody loved them best cause they were gorgeous and amazing dancers, and they danced down the sidewalk, against a backdrop of this gigantic field. They danced across streets without checking for cars and discussed whether the key of D or G was better. part three wandering around with two guys in this achingly gorgeous countryside with bodies of water everywhere... bridges would appear for no reason, things that seemed far away jumped closer. We reached another lake, one of them said "be careful of the seaweed", but I jumped in anyway, got seaweed all over my legs, had a cut which really hurt. I got the seaweed off, showed him the cut. He asked why I stayed in, I said "because it's beautiful here..." something about finding my destiny. Then we ran across a man with his wife - she was swimming naked in the lake and he was taking pictures of her... I ran into her twice while trying to swim. Somebody said he'd taken 1713 pictures... seemed kind of lecherous at the time. The more slight guy I was wandering with was my boy.... pale face, beard/moustache feel like I'd just met him So we were alone, sitting on a bench, I was completely soaked... he dripped water between my legs, took pictures then his mom called him away the moment broke, he left, came back, was somewhat unhappy I kissed his moustache, twas scratchy, he smiled and kissed my lips twas an amazing moment He reminded me of two guys i know (real) or any one of Madeleine L'Engle's Vicky's boyfriends - passionate, I guess. I totally would have had sex with him, daydreamed of it in my dream. I can still remember how it felt. was totally in love with him... he asked me why I was here, said because it was gorgeous, because I had to just like I had to bike over to africa one day the scenery was completely amazing... water everywhere part four I started school at another new school (highschool), everybody thought I was a guy, so I decided to play the part. People kept telling me that this girl Lindsay liked me - her locker was right next to mine, and she talked to me for the first time a few days later, introduced herself, I said "yeah, I know, I've seen you around". She said "Really?", or something in a positive kinda way - I really hoped she wouldn't figure out I was a girl anytime soon. Later, my mom was asking me what I wanted to accomplish with what I was doing right now... I said I just wanted to find my destiny, but she kept grilling me "what is that? How will you get there?". I said I didn't know. She started talking about biochem, how I could take the Art I and II programs, but all I really wanted to do was science, art had no place. and then I woke up and wrote it all down and forgot much of it along the way but it was the most complex/interesting dream ever 051015 what's it to you? who go blather from