you_make_me_feel squint between breaths I tremble: "what do you make me feel?" i question you, my poem, the lipstick gnawed off, but me I draw a breath in feel like a balloon and pop while cyles of you'n'me that i don't remember happening spin cartwheels wrapped in opinion and uneasy lust. floorboards I never see quake below rumble anxiously as I dial a number memorized for all the wrong reasons. and what do you make me feel? i catch my breath before it runs away and drags me behind. you answer the phone and no other answers are needed. you make me feel. 020909 ... nocturnal like I wanna fucking kill you. seriously. "we should hang out some time. call me." BULLSHIT! what the fuck do you want from me?! I hate boys. 020909 ... Freak the way you make me feel it really turns me on you knock me off my feet my lonely days are gone. 020909 ... but you know that boys love you uh huh they do 020909 ... aretha like a natural woman 020910 ... god canola mazola 020910 ... nocturnal they really don't. If they did, they wouldn't fuck with my head like they do. I think the entire male population is plotting some sort of conspiracy involving psychological warfare on me. I'll have you know, this does not amuse me. Tell your friends, boys. I'm sick of it. 020910 ... sweetheart otstb (who sings this anyway?) like falling down is falling up 020910 ... Freak You made me feel like I was never good enough for you. You made me feel like you even loved your bitchy wife that you claimed to hate more than you loved me. You made me feel like you didn't need us around because we were just a hassle and you had your step children to worry about. You made me feel like you did'nt care that we weren't around. But now....now you make me feel like we aren't even part of the same family because you can't even pick up the phone and talk to us because "you wouldn't know what to say." Yes, Debbie told us how you said that one day when she suggested you call. You wouldn't know what to say, were your daughters for christ sake! Just the classic "How ya been? Whats new?" would show that you cared yet you can't even do that. Can't even talk to your own Fucking daughters. Your pathetic. You scare me. You scare me because of the whole "girls end up with men like their father" theory. I don't want to end up with a cheating bastard whose never around. Thanks to you I live in fear and worry. Thanks a lot. 020910 ... krimilda speechless 021230 ... ClairE "so young. You make me feel like there's songs to be sung..." God, you make me feel like my brain will never be fixed. Not to steal this word, but unhinged. Something's flapping in the wind and it's not long_underwear. This is taking my sanity and wringing it like a washcloth. Peac_ of_mind is something pretty to look at and touch, like raised embossed printing on paper. I sit and look and wonder. I can't push the motor and resolve this. Not this time. (Maybe it's simply time to receive my lesson.) 031021 ...   like i was never really real 031021 ... Annie111 I'll sit down in a chair, and there will be lots of people around. Talking, eating, staring, napping. And it strikes me that I don't want any of them. I don't want to lay next to them at night, I don't want an embrace from them. I imagine them holding me and I see aliens, foreign flesh encircling me. I can't even... oh god. I can't even think it. What if you were in that chair, and I could touch you. I know I would. I could stick my arm right in your heart, and it would be warm. I write my wish list. 1) Silence 2) Skin 031021 ... sirflaccid fulfilled and like i have a purpose 031021 ... Syrope like taking the long way like tugging at my hair and grinning at strangers like wasting money like i'm not in control like i'm not good enough like maybe this isn't where i belong 031022 ... ClairE Like daybreak. I think I am stumbling onto the answer. 031027 ... as if my cock smells like gardenia 070707 ... ? what does your chicken smell like then? 070707 ... In_Bloom Like I want to be Wanted With no complex motives I mean c'mon, who spends so many months chasing after kisses? 090626 ... unhinged amazing 090626 what's it to you? who go blather from