what_do_you_want Jus Me What do you want from me Goddamnit, because I would really like to know! Need I remind you, how fucking fragile my soul is at the moment?! That's right - the one your fucking playing with! Why do I continue to allow myself to be hurt?! Why did I even fucking bother... Why? Because I had so much love left to give, and because I used to have all this faith in people! &%$! Who are these &%$?! 010104 ... Rhin Damn! (see above) I just want someone to hand me a lime popsicle! 010104 ... unhinged wow jon what a beautiful invention that allows you to find an exact connection with someone who you'll never meet. i feel that man. 010104 ... Mahayana ¿[would U please-please-me by telling]? 020205 ... silent storm To whom are you speaking? Is it me? 020205 ... Arwyn What the hell else do you want from me?!?! I offered you the one thing on earth that brings me more joy than I've ever experienced, and that doesn't make you feel important? What the fuck is wrong with you?!?! I'm tired of you hurting me and I'm tired of you making me feel as though I have to prove myself to you! Fuck you Trina... fuck you! It's not fair for you to put me on trial when I've never done anything to you. I never listened to you?!? What the fuck do you call last semester when you would call me at 3am sobbing? It took me a few moments to wake up but who consoled you? Who said 'It doesn't matter what they think, because I love you and always will. You're my best friend and I mean that. You're never alone' and you cheapen my heart felt consolations by calling them nothing. NOTHING! FUCK YOU! 020205 ... girl_jane Whatever it is, I'm sure I couldn't give it too you. 020703 ... girl_jane *to What_was_i_thinking when I typed too. 020703 ... Dafremen I do not want. Little_brain wants. I do not hurt. Little_brain hurts. I am not afraid. Little_brain is afraid. Little_brain's want is the beginning of misery. Little_brain's fear of hurt perpetuates misery. 020703 ... love & hate honestly. What is is that i need to do to rekindle the love we shared. I love you, so much, you know that, there is no other way possible for me to tell you that, i have tried, so damn hard to prove that to you. And in return, i get ignored. Ignored by the one person i love the most in this world. Read my 'bible' that i bought you. August the fourth, then you will realise how much this is killing me. There is no greater pain than having those closest to you, ignore you. That is exactly what you are doing. Is there a reason behind this, are you punishing me for something i did that i regret completley. Please can we just forget about what happened and have our fairy-tale ending. What is it you want from me to prove that you are the one i live for, you are the one i love entirely, you are my angel, you are my soulmate. Tell me please, what do you want!? 040918 ... god nothing is what i want a true zen saying... 040918 ... Jurisprudence I want to a smiling face to reach for me in the morning and make love to me I want to be washed in the shower and kissed on the neck as I comb out my wet hair I want to cook meals together I want to walk in the light together I want to laugh at kooky movies together I want to take roadtrips together, listening to great music, humming along out loud I believe in life with you I want you to believe in life with me 091031 ... Lemon_Soda I want people to believe me when I say I 'm happy with what I have instead of telling me I have to get more, do more, attain more. Perhaps thats true, but certainly not on the level its expected. I also want people to stop acting so selfish and calling it loveing someone else when their actions just prove they only love themselves and their offended the other person doesn't love them too. 091031 ... . . 091101 ... hsg I want to dream and awake and to oscillate between the two as if each cycle were a note in classical music. And the moment I begin to understand the song the pattern would be different and so would wake me up. I_wonder maybe if I want to wake_up from knowing anything. 091101 ... In_Bloom Deep passionate GENUINE kisses Candlelight Flowers Appreciative hands to enjoy taking my clothes off I want to feel desirable again I want to feel alive again I want to believe in love again 100523 ... Jurisprudence What a Fool Believes... 100523 what's it to you? who go blather from