that_perfect_moment
sabbie A milk moon symphony
and
a sweet drunk girl...

An infinite moment
like an elaborate vision of god.
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ragueneau sabbie returns, unfurl the banners! break out the finest wine! smother her with kisses! 010319
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dB Quaff vast quantities of ale, and roast whole animals on sticks over an open fire! 010319
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sabbie ...and we can joyously dance around the flames after dark.

only one question - how well do you think tofu goes on a roasting stick? im a little worried it might go all drippy and fall off into the fire, and i have this feeling that burnt tofu rescued from the coals wont be as much fun as mashmallows in the same condition.

bags i be in charge of lighting and tending the fire.

i like fires.

thank you ragueneau, for your lovely suggestion. this should be fun!
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ragueneau darling...obviously tofu is not a good idea, but the fire is and you may start it and tend it. i will split the logs and stack it for you. and when it roars and we are warm and toasty, you can recline on the moss and i will feed you grapes, one at a time.

in between delicate bites, you can recite the art of your tender words.

dB...um. i'd like to invite you but, sorry, this perfect moment is mine.
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focus that one second, when everything is forgotten, and all you can think about is yourself, and how good it feels to be where you are. and how nice it feels to feel that good. and then you suddenly realize it was nothing more than a moment. 010320
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sabbie on the contrary ragueneau. its a big bonfire, everyone is welcome. and fires and roasts were her idea anyway.

perfect moments should be shared with as many people as you can.

dB - i carved a tofu animal especially for you. messy, but such fun!
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ragueneau my apologies, sabbie. i should have known better. after sufficient time alone.............................
let them all come and enjoy.

let's make invitations.
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sabbie eugh, im being cyber-sexed without my permission.

i tried subtlety, it didnt work, so ragueneau, let me make this perfectly clear:

Take Your Sad Fantasies Elsewhere.

im Not Interested.

my perfect moments do not involve sad, sleezy little children who think themselves all grown up.

Please just think about what you intend to write about a little more next time, otherwise you may well end up looking like a fool again.
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ragueneau unfortunately our society has caused its women to immediately think a man desires sex. how sad. you seemed like the type that would have a fun imagination, and i think you still may. it's funny, i had no intention of "cyber-sexing" you and if it was so, don't you think most people would want to know what you looked like first?

i think you are the one that made the mistake. i had a lot of friendship to offer you. why do you think i started the whole thing anyway? don't you think i liked your writing? now with this impetuous slander, you sound like a cheap imitation of every angst ridden teen. you are the one who appears the fool. but i still don't think you are.
were you hurt by someone in the past?

do you even know who "ragueneau" is from literature? look him up. i think you'll be surprised and will help to explain where my heart and soul lies. it definately is not where you think it is.
and sabbie, i sincerely apologize if my writing led you to think those things.
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sabbie dear ragueneau,

i would like to apologise. your use of the words "smother her in kisses", your telling dB that she was not invited, and then later changing that to "after sufficient time alone" other people might be invited and offering to feed me grapes all seemed to me to be the beginnings of un-looked-for cybersex.

you have stated that was not the case, and i accept that. i apologise for the misunderstanding and for me calling you a fool.

and despite being well educated, albeit at a rural university, i cant find any referece to ragueneau. would you care to enlighten?
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ragueneau thanks for your understanding and kindness.

ragueneau is from edmond rostand's play, "Cyrano de Bergerac." he owns a pastry shop and is fond of writing his poetry on the bags that he places his delicasies. however, when it comes time to part with his works, he would rather give away a few more pastries if the patrons are willing to go without packaging.

cyrano, in his attempts to show his affection for roxanne often sought out ragueneau's counsel.

sabbie, who are your favourite writers? what are you reading now? where do you get your inspiration for your fascinating writing?
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sabbie see: for_ragueneau 010328
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