dramatic_irony unhinged some say it's cruelty light me up with your precious fire i could feel you all night make my insides knot and swell i want to live inside you run to you kiss you benedictions every sunrise of my life should i jump over the cliff; let go and fly for the few short seconds that your breath suspends me just the thought of it on the back of my eyelids makes me so high i can't see the ground 011228 ... unhinged i can hear all the words that you're singing and i'm glad that i can't see your face the slight change in pitch of your voice when you giggle for him like the red in my eyes "i guess you aren't that different maybe i've just changed while i'm trying to stay the same" 020307 ... unhinged that as different as i am the drama is still the same is still a chickenshit 081202 ... unhinged the night she convinced me to give him my phone number she asked me why i was so sad all the time he made me forget why for awhile but_then it became apparent that my tendency to care way more than the situation warrants was slapping me in the face yet again with him too 130227 ... no reason i've been thinking about this recently. i said i worried sometimes about getting close to people and having to show them my melancholy side (or having it inevitably appear). he asked what was wrong with being melancholy, which i thought was a bit of an odd/obvious question, and i answered, "well... people mostly like being around happy people." he said it's possible to channel what it is about you that makes you melancholy (whether it's events from the past that have hurt you and left you with a sense of sadness, or whether it's personality issues that can be dealt with) and address that. then, ideally, if you're successful in this, your melancholy will diminish; or at least, it won't present itself so much in everyday relationships and situations. it's a nice idea... but holy shit, does that job sound difficult. 130227 ... unhinged i am melancholy period if you don't want to dea i don't have time 130227 ... unhinged *deal drunk phone blathing on the bus is not advisable 130228 ... unhinged i still talk to you even though i shouldn't. you still talk to her even though you shouldn't. she talked to me on your phone. you label my number in your phone 'the one that got away' i'm not sure how true that is. i can't seem to get away from you even when i try. 'the meeting of two people is like the meeting of chemical substances...both are transformed' (sic) - jung all our misery taught me what happiness should be 140430 ... unhinged ( cliff_diving ) 140430 ... unhinged for three years now, at this time of year i sell bikinis. i used to weigh over 200 lbs and i am afraid of the water. 140717 ... unhinged you were the only one I could really be myself with you were absolutely the wrong one in almost every other way 170811 ... unhinged like cliff_diving off the edge of the universe 181011 ... unhinged i wanted to say it for months (something that should be easily shared between lovers) i watched for any sign it never seemed right i can be your novelty i can be your teacher i can be your buddhist i can feed you i can set the alarm i can fuck you but since i don't want to be choked out during sex i am not enough i am great but not enough i thought maybe finally hopefully you were the one but_again i am great but not enough 190512 ... unhinged in_the_end all i could do was hold_your_hand i hope that was enough 210501 what's it to you? who go blather from