cliff_diving unhinged here i go again this brand new feeling always ensnares me the fantastical dreamer the hopeless romantic i am in love with being in love it's true so i'm trying not to speculate anticipate fantasize too much but it's impossible all i know is all i did last week was think of how i wanted it to be sunday so i could see you again and when you asked whether i was free wednesday or thursday i had to weigh the options of seeing you sooner or spreading out the joy oh_lord here i go again my heart already jumped over your cliff and my mind is more than willing to follow 121218 ... unhinged the gravity of falling is pulling at me the coefficient picking up steam the farther i fall everything seems so new fragile ephemeral like a bubble if i grasped at it it would disappear 130101 ... Death of a Rose Unhinged you are an embrace that slips upon every curb. much luck and love. or love and luck, or another :) . 130102 ... unhinged i stood at the edge i could only see a glimpse i wanted to get closer i had to let_it_all_go leap into the unknown trust you when my trust was nonexistent i could see you your eyes beckoned come closer my heart obeyed even though my insides were shaking even though there was so many big gaping wounds i don't even notice them when we are together don't let me down now dear my heart floats on the updrafts that bring me safely down to you this feeling like dreaming like floating like falling a feather or a leaf you are standing at the bottom of the canyon all the others carved in my heart when i wake up next to you i don't feel any need to climb out 130116 ... unhinged i should have done a more thorough examination before i dove 130518 ... unhinged shit i have tried to remain cautious but it isn't really working at least this time the feeling appears to be more mutual 131126 ... REAListic optimIST If it didn't sound so contrite I would want to say "bless your heart" because sometimes diving in is the only way to reach the depths. It takes courage and inner strength, but it also means putting some faith into the other person and into yourself. Such leaps make the world a better place. 131126 ... unhinged one foot on the ledge one foot dangling in the air open_sky awakened_heart 140404 ... unhinged splat 140530 ... unhinged let me keep my feet on the floor, my head squarely above them 140711 ... flowerock once I was a lemming, actually twice, but in two different ways. perfect_drug heart_rehab healing_beginnings 140711 ... unhinged (you werent the first one you wont be the last but you were one of the painful ones) 140717 ... unhinged splat splat (my internal organs can't take much more of this blunt force trauma) 190512 ... unhinged but this one is more like an island vacation than a vast groundlessness indefinitely spun out into an eternal future 200406 what's it to you? who go blather from