beautiful_drowning farmfish holy water. i am overcome. live. 010927 ... unhinged jeff_buckley had to be beautiful even when he was drowning. the fountains of rome by resphigi always remind me of a music video i must have seen when i was really young where a person was floating face down in the water and the camera was underneath them while the sunlight came from above them and filtered down towards the camera. or maybe that was just a picture in my head.... i feel like i am drowning all the time but it is far from beautiful 010927 ... distorted tendencies Calming and weightless with your hair floating about you as if you were an angel. Glazed and shiny eyes open in shock and fear. You seem at peace. 010927 ... Aimee ophelia 010927 ... soul besides the choking and can't breathe i'm dying urghh.. in drowning. There is supposed to be a complete moment of bliss as well, as told from those people who have died briefly and then come back to life. I think theres a word for them.. 010928 ... niki So drive me out out to that open field turn the ignition off and spin around your help is here but i'm parked in this open space blocking the gates of love live rocks 010928 ... stars Only if it's in your eyes. 011018 ... kingsuperspecial my own vomit. just like jimi. 011018 ... s i know its prolly late unhinged, but i have a life saver here made of barbed wire and daisies. its beautiful, but not very practical. i also have a spun sugar one of green and blue; one woven on sunlight on water; one made of compressed joy (it quivers in your hand) and one made of computer cables and orange wires. or i could jsut wade in, seaweed washing my feet with tears and offer you my hand... 011025 ... sabbie erm, s is actually sabbie. the computer thought i had finished before i thought it. 011025 ... nemo its what she wanted the long painful hours before, walking the edge, waiting for the courage its not she wanted once she jumped down, when she began to swallow and choke on the water she forgot something, i cannot say what, but watching herself drown was an instant reminder why didnt you jump in to save her? 011103 ... silent storm Drowning in memories that should mean nothing to me. Why am I trying to take it all in with every breathe? 020202 ... silent storm breath* 020202 ... Mahayana *|*ophelia majidi*|* *|*majidi ophelia*|* 020202 ... unhinged she sat at the edge of the lake, contemplating the things that had led her there to sit staring into the muddied water. you felt that you were perched precariously before, but you turned around to look over your shoulder and the old you was miles away near the edge of the self_contained forest. the calf muscles twitched waiting to push off. little bubbles burst at the top of the water. 020325 ... distorted tendencies In a bath of hot tea and rosebuds.. Scents of lavender oil in the spring breeze.. 020325 ... little bug beautiful garbage 020826 ... mon i am running after sleep chasing down dreams on moonlit horses of blue i am walking after waking dancing a song of remembrance 020827 ... silentbob a while ago i was at a water park. i was thinking of the song this_is_getting_over_you by alkaline_trio where he says drowning girls is a game i play and then he says drowning myself is a game i play and i was debating which one i wanted to do more 020827 ... ~gez~ i don't know about you but i'd rather drown girls. not all girls, one i don't know and are bitches. i would not like to dorwn myself. firstly i don't want to die. secondly suicide is the most freaky thing ever 020827 ... myplasticmind since i am a girl, i would have to say that i would only drown half of me, and keep the other half to laugh at. or maybe if i drowned myself, i would finally be able to see this beauty in that split second of when i can only feel the water envoloping my lungs in their soft embrace. i think that would be lovely 020827 ... gbkiss drowning in waves as cold as ice... when gazing from a distance and not feeling any warmth 020828 what's it to you? who go blather from