self_contained
jennifer
I
miss
writing
when
the
words
won't
come
lately
all
that
flow
from
my
mind
are
tears
and
hate
000709
...
chocolate bootay
I
miss
writing
too
.
every
day
I
dont
write
I
dont
practice
.
I
dont
think
.
I
dont
see
my
thoughts
.
so
stagnate
.
010825
...
chocolate bootay
I
love
this
fucking
website
.
thank
you
. (
unable
to
name
names
,
fuckers
)
you
need
to
make
a
name
for
yourself
.
I
name
you
Gods
of
writers
.
youre
my
God
.
I
write
because
of
you
.
love
you
.
010825
...
transatlantic
My
self
conatined
rage
explodes
inside
.
Leaving
an
empty
shell
.
Nothing
behind
the
eyes
that
see
but
never
look
.
Empty
eyes
devoid
of
all
emotion
.
It's
not
so
dark
in
here
now
.
010826
...
unhinged
i
wish
that
i
could
be
more
this
way
010826
...
the repeater
...
silentbob
i
got
engaged
to
my
cat
once
.
so
i
dressed
her
up
in
my
moms
old
wedding
gown.
i
got
a
spanking
for
it
. 000606
...
Syd
Thought
I
,
I
,
Thought
I
could
sometimes
be
engaged
in
something
I
,
I
,
really
I
don't
know
,
just
let
me
without
me
-
Stay
-
Stay
-
let
me
stay
without
me
,
just
to
rest
,
just
to
rest
... 001010
...
010830
...
monadh
inward
spiral
galaxy
shooting_star
night
balance
shift
retreat
calm
010916
...
no reason
people
born
on
my
birth
date
are
described
to
be
this
way
...i
think
i
have
to
be
.
otherwise
i
wouldn't
be
able
to
survive
the
loneliness
.
030325
...
no reason
"
what
would
you
like
to
be
when
you
'
grow
up'?"
"
i'd
like
to
just
have
some
money
passed
into
this
convenient
little
box
of
mine
."
050203
...
spoken
i
rarely
contain
myself
i
just
let
er
rip
if
im
feeling
something
i
like
to
share
110323
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from