allen
deb my favorite brother left us
for the home of starbucks
and his wife-
took my little niece away
before she really recognized us at all...
our little Emma Belle...
they said they'd move back
for her school,
but by then i'll be
(gasp) married and in Colorado Springs...
grrrr...
but i guess it's all even,
because when i have kids,
i'll have taken them away too.

i just needed someone to sit up with
and talk to last night
and Allen wasn't here

sigh.
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Brad My middle name. 001001
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splinken we can live in the gutter.

we can make fun of all the pretty kids who refer to ginsberg as "allen."

but we can't take over the world. i have to do that by myself.
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startfires i used to love this kid with skinny arms and dopey eyes. it was like there was a ticker tape parade in my head and every one was yelling his name. 001006
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jupt He is a wonderful artist
His hands are beautiful when he draws
He is beautiful always
He will always have Liz
She is only waiting for him to claim her
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nocturnal I saw him at Endymion and it made me smile, makes me smile remembering that he gave me a hug when he saw me. 010308
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kx21 Extraterrestrial being...

from MAN's eyes, mind, etc...
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divine Madness sweet gentle boy,
not yet a man..
thought he was
but he was
not able to handle such a woman
such as me..

A waste of time and energy..

asshole..
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