the_bitchy_ones unhinged you sat in between us at the brewery but spent all your time talking to me, looking at the pics on my phone, catching up. occasionally, she snorted or gave you the side eye when the conversation veered too much to our ambiguous past. but this time she didnt interupt with her childish sarcasm. it seemed like you two may have had a discussion beforehand and she was trying somewhat admirably to contain herself. until we went bowling. she had to be the princess center of attention by chosing to write in her little journal, like the little hipster royalty she thinks she is, obviously fumingin the corner like an advanced kindergartener scrawling away in her journal, possibly sketching for school. (yes, of course, little miss hipster queen goes to art school). but i said nothing. my other attempts to include her had been met with wilting stares, terse responses, or what i guess she thought was 'biting' sarcasm. i just wanted to chill with you. let little miss stuck up sit by herself brooding away inher little journal. your girlfriends always hate me 130812 ... no reason a lot of nice guys seem to go for these. i wonder if it has something to do with their (the girls') confidence. 130812 ... unhinged and the fact that she made you stop smoking cigsand she wont let you wear beanies irritates me but i guess you always did have a slight mommy complex 130812 ... unhinged to me theres a very fine line between confidence and being a cunt also, as i have stated somewhere else in the blue ithink its gross when people get in a relationship and try to change the other person. i also find it gross when people allow themselves to be molded into someone elses ideal version of them. i drink. i smoke things. i say the word cunt. i stay out til 230 am with my friends who i may or may not have made out with at some point. i travel to other places alone. i also shit daily and dont feel the need to cover up every single bodily function with some kind of mask i.e. i drink a lot of coffee and i dont always have mints on me. live with it. 130812 ... unhinged (it has been brought to my attention that i can be rather inflexible, unyielding. i would agree with that. but then again, there are just certain things i think shouldnt be compromised on) 130812 ... unhinged i wish i could be more compassionate about your situation with her. i wish i could be a better friend and listen. but the cosmic irony of your life with her is just a little too much to bear, even though i am totally happy with someone else. the_friend_fallacy will always be a rock between us 140425 ... unhinged leave marks you were visibly agitated. she wouldn't let you have the dog for the weekend (her obvious attempts to still control your life even though the two of you had been broken up for years should have tipped me off) and you said 'all women are manipulative bitches' even as quiet as i was in our relationship i couldn't let that one slide 'excuse me. when have i ever manipulated you?' but i wasn't enough like her. and you told me so to my face. even though it was over a year ago now, i am still flabbergasted by this. pretty much every time you talked about her you got angry, but you wanted me to be more like her. or her. since you couldn't have her anymore because she married someone else. mostly, i'm better off without the drama. 150609 what's it to you? who go blather from