unyielding
unhinged
he
pulled
up
to
my
house
to
drop
me
off
.
i
leaned
over
to
kiss
him
goodbye
and
he
turned
his
lips
away
from
me
to
present
his
newly
shaven
cheek
.
i
was
on
top
of
him
and
bent
over
for
a
kiss
.
his
lips
lay
flat
and
motionless
.
i
sat
up
.
he
turned
his
face
to
peer
at
me
sideways
.
we
have
nothing
left
to
say
to
each
other
the
sex
is
cold
,
mechanical
070719
...
unhinged
and
nine
months
later
,
suddenly
the
small
of
my
back
is
a
soft
place
for
your
hand
to
rest
the
years
of
a
man
the
expectancy
of
a
child
on_anger
it
still
overtook
me
but
i
couldn't
blame
you
for
what
i
did
to
make
us
what
we
were
and
i
couldn't
help
but
feel
proud
that
i
was
finally
the
one
to
walk_away
strong
hard
unyielding
(
fool
me
twice
shame
on
me
fool
me
three
times
and
you
become
an
excuse
for
me
to
hate
myself
)
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...
squishyfish
squishyfish
101205
...
foyoy
foyoy
110930
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go
blather
from