hyper
hyperala oh the energy expells with such force
too much to contain
ah
it flows through the chakras and goes on
forever
through all my lives
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hsgatincamail still time 040409
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TOXIC_KISSES BLOODY FUCKING HELL!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS IN THIS!?!?!?

OMG I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE BEEN THIS HYPER!!!!!!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!

I THINK THIS SMILE IS GOING TO RIP MY FACE IN HALF!!!!!!!!!!

i FEEL LIKE I COULD RUN A MILLIONDEE BILLIONDEE MILES AND STILL HAVE ENERGY!!!!!!!!

HOLY HELL!!!!

FUCK!!!!

LADY WHO SALES A BUNCH OF THESE VITAMINS CAME IN AND GAVE ME A SAMPLE PACK OF TWO AND SO I DECIDED WHAT THE HELL AND TOOK ONE THIS MORNING BC I WAS TIRED AND DID NOT WANT TO GO TO WORK LIKE THAT, AND SHIT IT'S THE END OF THE DAY AND IT'S YET TO WEAR OFF, THIS IS ACTUALLY THE EFFECT IT HAS ~AFTER~ MELLOWING OUT TODAY!!!

THIS IS MELLOW IN COMPARISON TO EARLIER!!!!!

THIS AMAZING!!!
EXCEPT NOT
AND YET IT ABSOLUTELY AWESOME!!!

HOW THE HELL DO I MAKE THIS STOP???

I WANT OFF THIS RIDE NOW!!!!

OR NOT???

WHAT THE HELL IS IN THIS?


OMG!!!! I THINK I LOVE EVERYONE???

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO RUN IN THE STREETS AND YELL AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HOW THE HELL DO I GET RID OF THIS EXCESS ENERGY????????

AM I SUPOSE TO SHAKE THIS BADLY?????

BLOODY HELL!!!!

BLATHER IS AMAZING!!!!!!

I LOVE BLATHER TO THE NTH DEGREE OF FOREVER + INFINITY ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TK okay then.

yeesh.

apparently laying on the floor with my eyes closed and focusing on my breath for over an hour worked to quite a good degree. Focusing on the beating of my heart made me feel, I don't have a word for it but it was negative, so yea whatever ~thats~ about.

I feel a bit queezy right now and the skin on my upper arms feels kind of tingly, it goes away and I think it's gone, but then it comes back, it's not awful just kind of odd feeling. I don't really know what to make of that.

Earlier it felt like my brain was running a million miles a minute, there was a constant running dialog and I could _NOT_ get it to shut the fuck up!
I had Very Strong Negative opinions on things I had previously felt neutral about, so that was a bit WTF?

It also felt like everyone else was slow, with their actions as well as talking. had a lot of "OMG! Get to the fucking point already!" and "UGH! Why the hell are you still talking!? I already know what your saying!" and "Why are you so SLOW!?!" thoughts when it came to other ppl, not that I ever expressed that in any way, I was FARRRR TOO ~HAPPY~ to verbally express that kind of negativity.

Energy and happiness was absolutely amazing but overly _ExtremE_ to the nth degree.

Would be amazingly great and then some were I in mixed martial arts or something of that nature. Not so great for dayly everyday existence.

Did I just fry my brain?

I don't really know how I feel about this, my thoughts/feelings are mixed.

Pills come in capsule form, so ~IF~ I ever decide to take the second pill I'm going to take the stuff out of the capsule so I can take a _MUCH_ smaller dosage. Ugh this was by far ~_WAY_~ too much today.

I feel a bit emotional fragile right now, exposed. This moment feels ~_WAY TOO REAL_~

any one know how to make that go away?

Think I'll go lay down. I don't feel particularly tired, but that seems like a safe thing to do right now, besides I'm craving darkness, there is to much light elsewhere.

I don't think I'm ok yet. I thought I was but now I'm not so sure...
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flowerock hmmm depending on what s in your pill and where it came from... you might wanto reconsider taking more, unless this is the effect you expected or wanted. be safe and well tk. I find negative effects pass and the body and mind recover with rest water and healthy foods. 140730
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TK *HUGZZZ*

Thank You so much for caring!!

You've no idea just how amazingly awesome you are!!

Ppl should remind you of your awesome amazingness daily!

Going to go try to do the sleep thing again! ^.^
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flowerock thanks, we re all here doing the human physical body thing... the point is to learn together and help eachother along the way, share what we know. hugs to all! sleep well. 140731
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