entirely_overwhelmed ClairE Apparently I am both "something" AND "something else altogether". Sometimes love is thrown at you to catch. 031121 ... fetal musings and sometimes it knocks you over 031121 ... no reason what about "something something"? 031122 ... nomatter my computer sucks, but thats besides the point. I am walking away. Letting it all go to waste. 031123 ... oldephebe Okay let me exorcise my anal proclivities upon amother overly wrought and unremarkable artifact from the realm of conersational/colloquial implication(s) and convention. The repetitive use of the pronoun to exponentially imbue or connote the quality of a superaltive and or aspect and or virtue. I believe the correct spelling in the argot of urban america which spawned this expression would be "shumpin', "shumpin'" it is used in some contexts to delicately or indelicately broach the subject of consentual sex. It can be used to refer to adding something superlative to an otherwise bland or staid presentaion, praty or game, or other such cooperative social engagement. Kinda like spiking the punch, or in football using a flea-flicker in an otherwise bland or prosaic offensive scheme. At a party someone may invoke the term "shumpin' shumpin'" as a prelude to characterize the introduction of alcholhol into the party punch bowl. It can also be used as an adjective. This pointless blather brought to you by oldephebe's semi-compulsive quasi-pedantry. 031123 ... does it really need to be said? I'm referring of course to question regarding "something, something" 031123 ... oldephebe my spelling still sucks and the screen is still right in front of me sheesh! proofread much? 031123 ... oldephebe something something sans the urban ghettoization and or variant of "shumpin' shumpin" can also be used blithely, and or ironically as a referant in the mouthing of a bromide, aphorism or other statement to connote disinterest or perfuntory acknowledgement. Such as "early to bed, early to rise something something a dull boy". Hmm disingenuous and or facile acknowledgement..in an obvious erroneous recitation, a combining of the elements of two aphorisms bridged by the referant "something something." I really need to get a life. 031124 ... no reason ...it's also a simpsons reference. 031124 ... oldephebe yes..perhaps the simpson episode with homer, beer and tv deprived, brandishing a gleaming veritable scimitar of a blade in his ode to "the shining..and the psychotic malevolence of Jack nicholson (perhaps encouraged by the whispering brood of phanatsms laying supernatural maggots in his head)brain meatus..nice and soft and warm..great place to lay some maggot larvae...heh heh..) yeah so the now the homicidally leering homer says something like blah blah something something make homer a dull boy..whataya know! thanx for clearing that up for me..just another pointless compulsive blather by me.. 031217 ... no reason ;) it wasn't pointless. i learned something. blather on, blather on. 031217 ... oldephebe i guess it can also refer to feeling that thing which you know is transcendant...as in a pentacostal church..being caught up in holy ardor..you feel that first white hot flash ring your feet and bloom out of your chest and it is a kind of sensory/chemical/spiritual orgasm...i FELT somethin'..YESSSS!!! OK. i guess you can't relate if you've never been slain in the spirit or attended a holiness type church...somethin..a spirit filled shumpin' shumpin'..HEY!! GLOW-RAYYY!!!!..*does a little dance* .... .. . 031229 ... mon i throw pies at faces eat! eat, eat. take more. 031229 ... Toxic_Kisses the way I've been feeling all day I cant believe she's moving, I'm glad for her sake I really am it's something thats been needing to happin for a while now but this is just so suddin and then I cant help but wonder how this will effect him and in return effect me, he really has the ability to alter the corce of my life for ever w/ just the nod or shakeing of his head, and yet I wont know ither way what he's going to say till the 3rd, or maybe even the 6th, this weight/wait is agonizeing, I just want a yes or no, I want to give him time to think things through but this not knowing one way or the other, I feel like I'm strattling a bobed wire fince, on one side a never ending abys and on the other crab grass, damit why do you have to be out of town? I'm not mad or upset @ you just the situation and I cant help but expect the worce 031229 ... hey overwhelmed, maybe it was this one. 031230 ... Groggy TK yea, I think your right, wow I really should not blath untill I'm compleatly awake, thank you for your help ^.^ 031230 ... . . 041219 ... r_r . 090602 ... 2 . 090602 ... unhinged i_tried and then i_realized that the feeling i've been carrying around in my chest needs to be dislodged 090603 ... fghio fghio 101114 ... flowerock the city is overwhelming. finding a place to live, working with my right hand in a cast, possibly picking a second partime job ontop of my full time job, shitty inbetween living situation, always needed for something by someone... I want some quiet and some chillness and to have my right hand back... but after the cast comes off there's physical therapy and then maybe even surgery and more healing time... I can't even bike. why isn;t my itchy skin b etter? why is my digestion so fucked even when I do everything right? maybe I don;t know what right is... why am I so tired? I miss tucson's rythm and energy... in Tucson it's "hurry_up_and_chill" in this city it's more like "hurry_the_fuck_up_and_hurry_some_more!" under_whelmed, might be a nice vacation_destination. 140717 ... unhinged . the whole fake it til i make it thing isnt really working either 140717 ... unhinged i have a let_go limit now; my anxiety builds and builds and then i reach a threshold where my mind literally releases it. i am physically anxious. my mind churns. then i realize my mind doesn't have to reflect my physiology . my body is anxious. i focus on breathing. my mind stills. my body is still anxious. there is no correlation between the two. ancient_wisdom_for_modern_times : just_breathe 180513 what's it to you? who go blather from