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kss I do it all the time. 021120
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birdmad hey_man_nice_shot 021120
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kss an unrelated thought,
a careless FTP address
the accidental slip of a secret,
and I'm pulled into an uncontrollable storm.

not sure what I could do.

hrmmm.
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bird hating you so don't tell me what the fuck to wish for or what not to wish for, if anything 021120
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... "but where i'm really pissed off is the source of how and when what was already a fucked up day from the second i stepped out the door turned into a ball-kicking from the gods of titanic proportions" 021120
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with my wings pulled off alright then, you answer the question

"are you still him?"
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kss Fact is, I wasn't talking to you. Now, I can see now how it seems that way. regrettable, and stupid on my part.

it really wasn't aimed at you.
nor was this.

I can see how it seems that way.
and I would be equally incensed.

yep. fire away.
I could have been more considerate
had I done the math.
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x what the hell do you mean by that? 021120
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shredded barbecued bird Blathe: kss

??????
Am i still you? 021116

hmm
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x I didn't understand that, but my interpretation was just that he was saying he was blathing under ?????? 021120
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kss ????? asked in kss "are you still him"

without knowing who or what it meant, I replied that I was, just to keep things going. no idea who or what it means.
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Syrope and it would be a lot easier if you would 021121
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x but i don't, and i won't 030806
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y only if you will love me in the next life 030806
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Dafremen Hate over written WORDS? what kind of stupid mistake would THAT be? Certainly hate given over words are more a reflection of the size of the giver's ego than the writer's. To be so attached to one's sensibilities as to read some wayward and randomly shat out symbols, however expressive or convincing and allow them to taint your soul with HATE? No! There is no hate, there is only misplaced ego, fear or insecurity allowed to fester and/or lash out.

A little something for the simple-minded to gum to death or ignore.
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so fucking lost because i hate every one of you 030806
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BigGlen its ok to hate me because I love everyone of you...

and famous last words
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NothingNow (was always nothing) because i think underneath it all, you still have ever since that terrible sunday morning where you went as far as to say so 030809
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my little secret Forge me as a living symbol of all your past transgressions. Hold me up as witness to all your weaknesses. Bear me as the cross where you crucified your regrets. A plethora of screw ups that one quickly forgets. Toss me on the fire, your fuck-ups funeral pyre, walk away and turn. Don't stay to watch me burn. It's ok to leave there's nothing left to see Listen when I say it's okay to hate me 030809
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ashmanzhou why dost thou burn thyself
when thou doth wish to speak only
to submit thyself for inspection
and turn out uncared for grace

as much an amazement as thyself is
that thou doth burn in cold sense
and hope thou heat doth ever return

i doth hope for thee
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niska i guess it is.

but i just can't do it.
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trixie not bitter it's okay to hate me because you set me up to fall. it's okay to hate me because you held all the cards. Oh yes ms. s, and you know who you are, fat assed blonde backstabbing weasle. Oh no, I'm not mad, I'm not, because I'm done with you, and no matter how much you hate me someone will always hate you. 030810
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smurfus rex you're not the first and you won't be the last. 030811
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misstree everyone needs someone to hate.

i can brush it off more easily than most--i have hated and been hated enough, it's almost a compliment if someone can rouse enough passion to hate.

if you need to hate someone, hate me. if you don't think you can do it, give me time.
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Freak i wont blame you but you cant get upset when I hate you back. 030812
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emmi at least i wouldn't be so confused 051214
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IGG because then it's okay for me to hate you. 051214
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a new dreamer because at least you noticed me. 060331
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easter bunny because i hate everything and everybody. 060331
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. god I want to 060331
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ungret it's ok to hate me when i break your heart which undoubtedly i will sooner or later 080121
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