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Nate Higgins the name I abhor for it means to me my every failing, remembered regrets and forgotten successes. 991030
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Elizabeth A The one man I wanted and could never have. 000606
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Brad a really weird bass player i used to work with a lot. 000606
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emily ...a strange guy that i went to elementary school with....i wonder what happened to him... 000606
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MISTEPH MY COUSIN AND EMINEMS LITTLE BROTHER .


HA HA HAAAAAAA

ELIZABETH !!!!!!!
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deb ::sigh::
what a sweet breath of life you are...

afraid of nothing
except the realizations
of your own heart
-oh no i love her run away-
a smile that made the world
melt away-
the way you looked at me
when you saw i still waited
just to be sure you were ok-
the way your eyes said you
never really wanted to leave-
calling my place "home"
without even realizing it-
the laughter in your voice
when i called just to say hi
(though i knew you were busy working)-
the gentle sorrow when we agreed
this was the best thing in the end-
when i knew you never really
wanted
to let go...
neither did i-

the small whimper i was never meant to hear
when you called to tell me
you miss me...

my heart aches for you,
i sometimes think you hear its
lost beating in the wind-
my arms still reach for you
in the night, somehow hoping
to find you there, arms unwilling
to let me go...
i don't quite know what to do sometimes,
but i know this-

i miss you
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kim i know a nate
he has long red hair in a ponytail
and he drives a volkswagon
its orange and white
and he calls me kimbo
i think
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SRAMBM3NSM4-EVER IM GOING OUT WITH A PERSON NAMED NATE,I CALL HIM(LITTLE-NATE-DOGG,I LOVE HIM WERE GETTING MARRIED NEXT SUMMER, 000725
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HAVE SEX GET A BABY NATE IS MY LITTLE FUCKING BROTHER,BECUASE HE FUCKS EVERYBODY IT ANI'T EVEN FUNNY, HE EVEN FUCKS ME AND HE EVENS FUCKS MY MOM AND DAD,BUT HE FUCKS HIS SELF,SO YOU COME OVER MY HOUSE AND HAVE SEX WITH HIM,MY NUMBER IS (911)FUCK-YOU. 000725
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Doktor Shaitan Lobotomy patients...

in those rare moments of lucidity (or what passes for it, in some cases)
seem to be somewhat unable to control the volume of their speech.

they are prone to moments of inexplicable SHOUTING.

A strong dose of Flexeril (dose proportionate to weight and degree of spasmatic behaviour) or Ritalin (same dosage ratio applies) can alleviate the symptoms

In a worst-case scenario, Thorazine may be recommendable, but it is advisable to keep the total dosage below 400cc per twenty-four hour period.

If uncontrolled outburst persist or degenerate into violence, consult the attending neurologist and do not approach or make direct eye ontact with the patient.
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Glory Box Don't make direct eye contact? Are they reduced to the position of animals? "Don't look him straight in the eye, he might take your arm off!" says Jack Hanna, his safari jacket hanging in bloody shreds right where his left arm used to be. I stand there, wondering why he doesn't wake up, doesn't realise he's missing an arm. He's very still, very wary. Maybe he's numb, maybe he's Holly McNarland. Maybe he's ass-out crazy, but he's not in my dream, and he's not here anymore. He's a Thorazine hallucination. Nothing but a ghostly memory. 000728
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moonshine I know a Nate. He has pubic hair on his face. 000729
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Casey I'm not even going to get started on this subject. 011123
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Doar :) 050621
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Lemon_Soda ONe of my best freinds and one of the few wizards left... 050621
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