ritalin
Dafremen Ritalin
R. Dafremen

Cattle drive to work today
Everyday
Time to take my place
Do as they say
Straighten tie, swallow pill
Shove my brain inside the cage.
Off we go...to go away.

Gotta get back
Find a way back
To the me I was
Gotta get back
Find a way that
I can be myself again
Screw the lies
The so-called dream
They dig your soul out
Sell your soul out
And leave you stuffing cash into the hole
It's got me searching for my soul
Gotta find it
Searching for my soul
Have I lost it?
Where'd it go? Where'd it go?

Staring at the screen today
Everyday
Good boy who knows his place
Or so they say
Deep inside, I scream and hide
The smoldering within the rage
Don't know how much more I can take.

Gotta get back
Find a way back
To the me I was
Gotta get back
Find a way that
I can be myself again
Screw the lies
This so-called dream
They dig your soul out
Pull your soul out
And leave you stuffing cash into the hole
It's got me searching for my soul
Gotta find it
Searching for my soul
How'd I lose it?
Where'd it go? Where'd it go?

Left my tie at home today
Anyway
Threw the pills away
What'll they say?
F*ck it hey, I'm off my way
Let cattle herd and be ignored
Off they go...to go away
Now where'd it go?
Where'd it go?
020209
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phillip makes me feel capable.
function correctly.
021026
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notemily it is a trade-off.

i gain: rational thought. anger_management. productivity. calm. the ability to act normal.

i lose: poetry.

worth it? i don't know. but it will help me graduate from college. after that... we'll see.
030118
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screwing for virginity ive said it before (mabey not on blather though), and ill say it again... i have almost no memories betewwn 4th and 7th grade, and that is the same time i was on ritalin.

i blaim the drug
030119
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Marcel_Dupre The Hell You Say a horribly addictive drug. stay away or become another drone 040307
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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