how_do_you_say_what_you_want megan well always am first off thats a girls job i miss him terribly, we havent gotten to talk much the past few days with work and swim team starting and i miss him did i mention that we were supposed to do something tonight but my parents didn't let me... that made me mad. so i got off the phone with him in a rather angry tone, which i'm afraid if he took it the wrong way i miss him a lot... yeah... and just everything reminds me of him, and i wish that his name would just pop up online because then i could call and hear his voice again. but, no. i have to miss him all night probably. one of these days i swear it's gonna kill me 031029 ... pipedream you either just blurt it out or you do it or you send all the silent ESP messages you can and hope that the recipient will just *get* it for once and do it. 031029 ... Death of a Rose with roses 031031 ... pipedream tell me, are yellow roses i hate you or friendly? pink are friendly. what're pink? the colour code of roses is inn'eresting 031102 ... minnesota_chris if I hate someone, I wouldn't buy them any color roses. I would mail them cat crap. 031102 ... blah-ze i saw something cool... a rose so dark purple it's almost black. if that ain't a death threat... 031102 ... blah-ze i think yellow is a neutral offering of friendship. 031102 ... misstree deep breath. light a cigarette. lean aganst the car. preface, try to stick your toe out on the line while you screw up your nerves. take a deep breath. form the words, and put them to your lips. wait for response, wait for heart to start beatng agan, to either thud or patter. life through either. 031102 ... misstree er, live through either. ahem. 031102 ... pipedream wow, that sounds like a blurple rose, blah-ze :D i bought lilac roses once, but the lilac bled into the water after a day, leaving behind indeterminate roses with purply ends. didn't look pretty. 031102 ... someones answers Rose (general)(Red) - Love ; I love you Rose( white) - Eternal Love ; innocence; heavenly; secrecy and silence Rose(pink) - Perfect happiness; please believe me Rose(Yellow) - Friendship ; jealousy; try to care Rose(Black) -Death Rose(red and white) - Together; unity Rose(thornless) - Love at first sight Rose( single, full bloom) - I love you; I still love you Rose bud - Beauty and youth ; a heart innocent of love Rose bud(red) - Pure and lovely Rose bud(white) - Girlhood Rosebud (moss) - Confessions of love Roses(Bouquet of full bloom) - Gratitude Roses( Garland or crown of) - Beware of virtue; reward of merit; crown ; symbol of superior merit Roses ( musk cluster) - Charming Rose(tea) - I'll always remember Rose(cabbage) - Ambassador of love Rose(Christmas) - Tranquilize my anxiety; anxiety Rose(damask) - Brilliant complexion Rose(dark crimson) - Mourning Rose(hibiscus) - Delicate beauty 031103 ... anothers answer OR ROSE Bridal - Happy Love ROSE Christmas - Tranquilize My Anxiety; Anxiety ROSE Coral - Desire ROSE Damask - Persian Ambassador of Love ROSE Dark Crimson - Mourning ROSE Dark Pink - Thankfulness ROSE Lavender - Enchantment ROSE LEAF - You May Hope ROSE Orange - Fascination ROSE Pale Peach - Modesty ROSE Pale Pink - Grace, Joy ROSE Red - Love, Respect ROSE Single Full Bloom - I Love You; I Still Love You ROSE Tea - I'll Remember; Always ROSE Thorn less - Love at First Sight ROSE White - Innocence and Secrecy ROSE White and Red Together - Unity White on Red Together - Flower Emblem of England ROSE Yellow - Joy, Friendship ROSEBUD - Beauty and Youth; A Heart Innocent of Love ROSEBUD Moss - Confessions of Love ROSEBUD Red - Pure and Lovely ROSEBUD White - Girlhood ROSES Bouquet of Full Bloom - Gratitude ROSES Garland or Crown of - Reward of Merit; Crown Symbol of Superior Merit ROSES Musk Cluster - Charming 031103 ... Freak There are so many things I want to say...I just don't know how to say them. They are all right there crowding themselves at the tip of my tongue, yet none of them can find their way out. One of the reasons I love music so much is because it says what you've always wanted to say in such a graceful way. 031103 what's it to you? who go blather from